The lampwick popped again. Old Vane squared the wooden clapper as though placing evidence before a court.
"When you were three, you came to live with me. You stayed until you were twelve," he began. "The adults' affairs belong to another account. We will not reckon that one tonight. Tonight, only yours."
Sharlo nodded. Something in his chest stirred faintly at the words another account, but he did not ask. He understood his uncle's procedure now: one entry at a time, never confusing the pages.
"A child of three can barely speak a full sentence by day," old Vane said. "At night, you spoke them easily."
"I heard you the first night. I rose at midnight to tuck in your blanket. You turned on the pillow and began to mutter. At first I took it for a child's babble and ignored it. The second night, you did it again. On the third, I brought a stool to your bedside and listened."
He paused.
"By the middle of the night, I was drenched in cold sweat."
"Because those syllables you spoke"—the old man's finger tapped the wooden clapper—"were not babble. Babble has no structure. Your words did. They rose and fell. They asked and answered. They had every bone a language ought to possess. It was a language I had never heard, though I was a Seventh Cohort Duskwarden of the Vesper Bureau who had searched archives and ports and taken testimony in thirty-seven dialects."
"I investigated for three months," he said. "Sailors in the harbour, caravans from the south, old monks of the Churches, every marked corner of every atlas. Nothing. That language did not exist anywhere under heaven."
"A three-year-old child spoke a language that did not exist, night after night in his dreams."
The shed was very quiet. The black river flowed soundlessly beyond the islet. The last echo of the clapper had faded, leaving only the occasional pop from the wick.
"I am a Veilseeker," old Vane said. "You know the failing of our kind. When we see an account that will not balance, we cannot sleep. At first I suspected you were becoming rolebound. I had someone examine you. There was not a word above your head. Then I suspected some afterglow had borrowed your mouth. But by day you ran and jumped, cried when you lost a tooth, laughed when you saw sweets. You were the most ordinary child imaginable."
"In the end, I had only one path left: listen."
"I began to record it." He turned over the wooden clapper, laying the rows of deep and shallow cuts beneath the lamp. "The letters of the common tongue could not hold your sounds, so I made my own. One sign for every sound. A deep cut for stress, a shallow one for an unstressed sound, a bend for the tone. First I carved this board. When it filled, I moved to a little calfskin book. I kept recording for twenty years."
"The calfskin book..." Sharlo's throat went dry. "The one burned in the old light on White Strand Island."
"Yes," old Vane said. "That old light feeds on what one cannot bear to surrender. Nothing in my life was harder to surrender than that book. That is why it worked. It kept the light alive for three years."
"But the book burned." He pointed to his temple. "What I learned by heart did not. I can still recite the words you spoke in your sleep at three."
"Recite some for me," Sharlo said. He heard his own voice trembling.
Old Vane was silent for a moment, like an accountant searching through pages in his mind. Then he spoke in the native accent whose homeland could not be found, one word at a time, his pronunciation stiff but every word clear:
"Mom, I have returned. Teacher kept me after school today and made me copy the lesson."
Sharlo stopped breathing.
The sentence was a red-hot needle driven through his ear and into twenty years ago—no, into twenty years ago in another world. The lane after school. The smell of supper. The schoolbag strap biting into his shoulder. The shout he had given the instant the door opened. He remembered that evening. He had always believed it belonged to another planet, another life, another account no one could ever find to open.
Yet it had just emerged from his uncle's mouth without one word misplaced.
"There is more." Old Vane watched his face and did not stop. "In the autumn when you were four, you repeated the same passage for seven nights. I will recite it—"
"Don't." Sharlo raised a hand, then lowered it. "...Go on."
"Don't wake me too early tomorrow," the old man recited. "I finished my homework and put it beneath my pencil case."
"At five, you laughed one night and said: the cafeteria had ribs today."
"At six, you wept one night. That sentence I remember best—" Old Vane's voice slowed. "You said: why can't anybody understand what I'm saying?"
The wick crackled.
Sharlo sat with tears slipping soundlessly down his face. He could not tell which self he mourned—the child who came home from school in another world and shouted, "I have returned," or the child in a little Kandelburg bed who spoke every night in words no one understood.
Perhaps they were the same child. That was the part hardest to withstand.
"When I pronounced a sound wrongly," old Vane said, "you frowned in your dream. You stopped. I tried the sound again. When I got it right, your brow smoothed and you continued."
"Little by little, I learned to answer you. You said, 'I have returned,' in your sleep. I followed my cuts and said, 'You have returned'—and you smiled."
"A sleeping child," the old man said, with something in his voice Sharlo had never heard before, "was my teacher for twenty years."
"That is the first account. You taught me my native accent."
For a long time, Sharlo could not speak. From all the tangled threads, he caught the least important one. When a person was going under, he always grasped first for the lightest straw.
"When I was a child... living with you. Didn't I keep you awake?"
"You did," old Vane said. "I stopped the old clock in my bedroom because I feared its ticking might cover your voice."
"And you still kept records, opened a case, investigated..."
"Investigated what?" said old Vane. "It began as an unresolved case. Somewhere along the way, it ceased to be one."
"Which night?"
The old man considered.
"The night you were six," he said. "You wept and asked why no one understood. I sat beside the bed and, in the few stiff sounds I had learned, told you: I understand."
"You stopped crying in your dream."
"That night, I closed the case," old Vane said. "Not because I solved it. Because I stopped investigating. The world has no shortage of strange things; one more makes no difference. But when a child cries at night, someone must answer. Answering matters more than solving it."
"Why did you never tell me?" Sharlo asked. "Not one word in all those years."
"Because the boy by day did not remember the boy by night," old Vane said. "I tried once. At breakfast when you were seven, I followed the cuts and repeated something you had said the night before. You stared at me over your bowl of porridge as if I were a fool and asked what I had in my mouth."
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"By day, you were a Kandelburg child. You lost teeth, skipped lessons, and feared Mrs. Porter. At night, you belonged to another account," he said. "I could not bear to load the night's account upon the boy by day. A child's debts should be for sweets, not unresolved cases."
"One more matter for your record." The old man's finger stopped midway down the wooden clapper, where the cuts thinned for a stretch. "Beginning in the autumn when you were eleven, your sleep-talking stopped for half a year. When you spoke again, I checked the new sounds against the old for three months. One thing was missing."
"What?"
"The violin," old Vane said. "Before you were eleven, you often spoke of it in your dreams—a music room, strings, and a voice teaching you to play. After that autumn, not one word. As if someone had cut a page from the account."
Sharlo's fingers moved without thought into the shape used to press a string. The violin's fourth string. His hands still remembered the instrument, but his memory held no violin. The pledge vault's original account read: Sharlo, age eleven, one passage of memory.
"Do not redeem it." Both men spoke the words at the same time.
"I wrote as much in my letter," old Vane said. "Tonight I add only this: no one took that pledge by force. I recognize the hand that cut out the page. It was practiced. We have not yet reached the page on which that account should be opened. Record it. Leave it unresolved. Do not touch it."
Sharlo lowered his head. His tears struck the Registry table and spread in small dark patches. Old Vane offered no handkerchief and did not look away. He simply sat with him, as he had sat beside that little bed.
After a long time, Sharlo asked hoarsely, "Then... why? Why me? How could a child born in Kandelburg dream of days in another world? How far did you trace that account?"
Old Vane did not answer immediately.
He rose, walked to the mouth of the shed, and looked downstream. The depths of the black river lay blue-grey. Dozens of miles away, the silver-white light of the last road lamp shone like an eye that refused to close.
"I found three things," he said. "The writing at the station. The stele on White Strand Island. The sign in the old street beneath the city. All three bear your native accent, carved into this world's foundations—older than the three Churches, older than the Seventeen Dirges, older than 'before.'"
"How did I discover that no one in the city dreamed?" he asked suddenly. "Because first, I found one child who did. Other children's nights were empty. Yours held the smell of supper, school lessons, and ribs. I measured the rest of the city against you and discovered that every night in it had been hollowed out."
"Later, you found the lamp room yourself. Three hundred and seven thousand niches, one lamp for every person. Yours had never been lit—and the words beneath it were carved before your birth."
"No oil beneath this lamp. No debt owed," Sharlo recited softly.
"Dawn Tower cannot harvest your dreams." Old Vane nodded. "Its silver threads cannot reach you. Why? I do not know. Where do your dreams come from? I do not know. I know only that when those two accounts are set together, they point to the same place—"
He raised one hand and pointed downstream, into depths where not even the road lamps had yet reached.
"The Source of this river. The place where the world opened its eyes."
"That is why I set out north. I meant to look. I reached Starport, borrowed the half-filled silver lamp, and came down to the river. I lit one stage of road lamps, reached the bridgehead, and found my way blocked by a three-hundred-year queue." The old man's hand fell, his tone level as though reading a regulation. "I have no regret. The queue mattered more than the account. But the account remains outstanding."
"The third entry," he said. "At the Source, you will look for yourself. I will look with you. Twenty years. This is an account uncle and nephew should close together."
The night deepened. Outside the shed came the quiet sounds of a shift changing. Viola's watch had ended. Her footsteps paused in the lamplight. She did not enter, and after a moment they softly receded.
Old Vane pushed the wooden clapper toward Sharlo.
"The counterfoil returns to you," he said. "The original voice is yours. Its counterfoil should follow its owner."
Sharlo lifted the old wooden board, its corners worn round. It was light, but in his hands it felt like twenty years of nights. Something occurred to him, and he looked up.
"The wax capsule. Before you left, you placed 'I have returned' in safekeeping with the Ashen Compact. Why that sentence?"
"Two reasons," old Vane said. "First, it was the sentence you spoke most often in your dreams. From three to twelve, I recorded it more than four hundred times. Whichever sentence a person says most in his life is the foundation beneath him. Yours is homecoming."
"Second..." He paused. "The road I meant to walk had no known destination. If I became lost, I wanted to leave one sound of that language in the world. The Ashen Compact's vault is the strongest cabinet under heaven. They accepted a sentence no one could understand and wrote in the Appraisal field, 'The homeland to which this accent belongs cannot be found. Unique specimen.' The more absolute the verdict, the less likely anyone would touch it. I was waiting for the day someone who understood walked into the vault and knew at a glance what it was."
"I knew it," Sharlo said.
"You knew it." Old Vane nodded. "And so the rule of reversion took effect, and the covenant dissolved. Two people can speak that language now. It is no longer an unresolved case. It is household talk."
"Let us talk of household things for a while." The old man abruptly changed to their native accent. His pronunciation was still stiff, but carried an awkward solemnity. "Soup. Is it good?"
Sharlo stared, then laughed. He answered in the same language. "Good. Half-Ladle cooks better than the cafeteria."
"What is a cafeteria?"
"A place where... many people eat together. Food is cooked in enormous pots. The cook's hand shakes when he serves it."
"Like Half-Ladle."
"Like Half-Ladle. Except Half-Ladle's hand shakes food into the bowl. The cafeteria cook's shakes it out."
Old Vane pictured it and gave one very brief laugh. "Every cook's hand shakes. The direction reveals the heart."
And so, in a language only they could speak, the two spent half the night discussing the least important things: soup, biscuits, Mrs. Porter's temper, Mick's snoring, Mr. Meng's cane in the queue. The language old Vane had carried for twenty years, carved into a signal board, burned into an ancient lamp, and stored in a pledge vault, returned that night from an unresolved case to what it had always been—
A language for saying "I have returned" and "the soup is good." A language spoken at home.
As they parted, old Vane added one instruction. "Tomorrow by day, we reckon the second entry. Call the whole boat. The road you traveled for a year and a half and the one I traveled for a year and a half—we lay them out side by side. You have the ten-day reports. I have my ledger. When we finish, the two accounts become one. From then on, there will be no stretch of road known to only one person."
"Why reckon that one before everyone?"
"Because a road," old Vane said, "recorded in one person is a sole copy. A sole copy can be lost. I lost one once. Recorded in a boatload of people, it becomes a transcription. Transcriptions cannot all be burned."
On the road back to Mooring Bay, Sharlo saw someone standing beneath the lamp post from far away.
Viola had not gone to sleep. Her watch was over, and she stood beneath the silver-white road lamp with her notebook open, but she was not writing. When she heard his footsteps, she closed it as though nothing had happened.
"Finished the reckoning?" she asked.
"The first entry." Sharlo stopped on the other side of the lamp post. He suddenly wanted to tell her what had happened that night—not to find someone to share its weight, but someone to audit it. No one in the world audited more ruthlessly than the woman before him.
He told her. The words in sleep, the wooden clapper, the twenty years, the ribs, and the sentence: why can't anybody understand what I'm saying?
Viola listened to the end without interrupting. Lamplight rested on her face. Her lie-reading eyes remained quiet. Not one word he spoke flickered. She had known that already.
"Conclusion," she said. "Provenance of your two lives' memories unknown. Documentary trail begins at age three. Source: unresolved."
"Yes."
"Use?" She supplied her own answer, regulation-perfect. "You used it to recognize the script in the old-world city, saved Juliet's song and Finch's play, lit the lamp on White Strand Island, and became nephew to a three-thousand-year bridgehead."
"The account's provenance is questionable; its use is clean," she said. "Regulations have a classification for such an account: benign carryover. Disposition: carry it. Continue business as usual. Reconcile upon receipt of new evidence."
"It does not affect this agent's credit rating for the account holder," she added at last.
Sharlo laughed beneath the lamp. When the laughter passed, that drowning unsteadiness inside him settled firmly to the bottom.
"Viola," he said. "Thank you."
"Procedural opinion. No thanks accepted." She turned toward the camp. After two steps, she stopped without looking back. "Sharlo. The three-year-old you cried in his dream because no one understood him."
"Now there is a whole boat, and the man at the bridgehead," she said. "Whatever you say, someone understands. That entry can be reconciled without waiting for new evidence."
She walked into the night.
Later, Sharlo returned to Mooring Bay but did not sleep. He spread the draft of Someone Keeps Watch beneath the road lamp's silver-white light and wrote this day's true story into it.
He wrote of a man who could not understand a child's sleep-talking and so kept listening for twenty years. How he carved sounds he could not understand into marks, one by one. How the child frowned when he pronounced one wrongly, and how he tried again. How the child wept in his dream and said no one understood, and the man answered, I understand.
At the end, Sharlo paused and added a line:
"In this world, someone keeps the lamps. Someone keeps the wall. Someone keeps the station. Someone keeps the lock. Someone keeps the river. Someone keeps the bridge."
"And someone kept a child's words in sleep for twenty years—not to solve a case, but so that someone would answer in the night."
He extinguished the lamp. The script's cover lay for a moment in silver-white light, then went dark.
Tomorrow they would reckon the second account. The day after, perhaps the day after that, the boat would leave for the Source. In the dark, he held the wooden clapper and listened to the black river flow without sound. Suddenly he was not afraid of the question "why me" at all.
Whatever the answer might be, the listener had arrived before the answer. No account under heaven could alter that order.