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Chapter 116: What Became of Xiaoman

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The wall of fog was gone.

On the fourth day south, the Evening Bell passed the place where that towering grey-white wall had once stood. The sea was clean. Wind was wind, and waves were waves. After two thousand souls, queued for fifty years, had departed, this stretch of water had surrendered its reputation for being "nameless" as well.

After nightfall, the lookout called from the masthead, laughter in his voice:

"Light—! White Strand Island's light!"

Upon the horizon, a gold-red beam swept steadily over the sea, brightening, dimming, brightening once more. The lighthouse burns perpetually and may guide ships—the note Sharlo had written in his own hand upon the chart was now being honoured word for word upon the night sea. The Evening Bell trimmed her sails and followed the light. The first vessel guided into harbour by White Strand Point Lighthouse in three thousand years had arrived.

Two unfamiliar fishing boats lay inside the cove.

Boats from Gern Harbour. Their clinker-built hulls still showed the old northern craft, and the harbour's flag flew from their masts. White Strand Island had been on the chart for scarcely a month, and the first visitors to follow that new chart had already come. Islanders and sailors had spread their wares upon the beach: the island's fine salt and dried pomegranate in exchange for iron tools, flints, and thread. The two sides shared little language. They bargained with gestures, and their laughter could be heard across half the cove.

"First trade with outside folk in fifty years," old Weir told Sharlo later, emotion plain upon his weathered face. "When the first boatload stepped ashore, the whole island hid behind the houses and watched for half the day. No one dared speak first. Tide-Lass was the one who ran out—shouted at them, Our island is on your chart! Their skipper took out the chart and pointed—"

"Everyone on the island crowded round that chart and stared all afternoon," the old headman said. "Those three words on it—those who could read and those who couldn't—every one of us touched them once."

The first person racing down the beach was Tide-Lass.

The girl had grown a handspan taller—time upon the island now moved in step with the world outside, and children shot up like shoots in the wind. She plunged headlong into Cole's arms, then bounced over to Sharlo and held up a treasure: the phonetic rubbing-book he had left her, its corners already frayed from handling.

"I know forty characters now!" She raised her chin. "I can read every word on the root monument! Granny says I read them better than she does! And—I taught every child on the island 'MIND YOUR STEP.' No one's fallen down the tower stairs since!"

Granny stood upon the beach leaning on her staff. The old woman looked much stronger. Freed from feeding herself to the lamp, colour had returned to her withered face. Behind her came everyone on the island: Tess with a food hamper over one arm, old Weir carrying a newly mended cable, Little Weir grinning broadly, his voice now strong enough to call the whole three-turn chanty.

It was Mick's first visit to White Strand Island. The last time the ship entered the cove, he had existed here only in a letter from home in Kandelburg. Now the boy marvelled at everything upon this island of legend, from beach to tower-top. Half-Ladle made straight for Tess's stove. The two sovereigns of their respective kitchens traded pickle recipes and fish-soup technique, and within half a day were as thick as long-lost brother and sister.

At dusk, the entire ship's company climbed the western slope.

Morsen's grave faced the cove mouth. Islanders had wiped the inscription in its two languages perfectly clean. Before the stone stood a bowl of freshly drawn sweet water, kept filled year-round by some household or other. Those who sailed the sea needed a drink of fresh water after reaching the other side. That was the custom of Atoll Cove.

Sharlo told the gravestone everything that had happened in the north, one matter at a time.

"Captain. The island is on the chart. On the way back, we shall take it to Mr. Osborne for the fair copy. The lighthouse burns without end. Last night, it guided its first ship into harbour—your Evening Bell." Crouched before the stone, he spoke as though reporting upon a voyage. "Passage money, received in full."

"We went north as well. There is a city beneath the sea, a station inside the city, and a train that has not ceased running in three thousand years." He paused. "If you had known that all this lay pressed beneath the island you sought for fifty years, you would probably have said: the blank places on a chart are always the places its maker did not dare to draw."

Mick left one object before the gravestone—the oldest of his three brass whistles.

"Captain." The boy scrubbed at his eyes. "I'll leave you one whistle. If the waves are high over there, blow it. I... we have quick legs."

That night, the hall of Household Fourteen was full once more. The six told what could be told of the north—the city under the sea, the imprints upon the platform, the crossing aboard the train, the lamp room at the world's end.

The islanders' questions were unlike those asked in the capital or Gern Harbour.

"That train, stopping station by station for three thousand years—" old Weir asked. "If no passenger gets on, what does it do it for?"

"Because its duty hasn't been handed over," Sharlo replied. "The same reason your old lamp kept burning."

Every islander in the room nodded. Elsewhere, people would have needed time to understand. No one on White Strand Island did.

Tess asked about the imprints who had boarded. "When they reach the other end—will someone cook for them?"

None of the six could answer. In the end, Half-Ladle spoke, and the cook's reply admitted no doubt. "There will be. If there isn't anyone on that side, then the care we send from this one will make it so. A meal is half rice and half remembering. They may not have rice there. They'll have all the remembering they can eat."

When Granny heard the part about the boy who kept the lock, she made Sharlo tell it three times. At the end, she released a long sigh. "The old words in the tower say every lamp under heaven descends from one lamp. It seems the keeping of the night is handed on from watch to watch as well."

Early the next morning, Sharlo asked to speak with Granny alone.

"Granny. I have a three-thousand-year-old case, and an account I must reconcile with you." He opened the black notebook and laid the page from Seaside Park Station before her. "The root of the lamplighter's line—what sort of person was your first ancestress?"

Granny's clouded eyes slowly widened.

"That question..." The old woman was silent for a very long time. She rose with the aid of her staff. "Come up the tower with me."

Beneath the old mat in the lantern room lay a box three thousand years old. It was made of camphor wood, its patina darkened nearly to black. Granny unlocked it with a small brass key. Inside, two objects lay wrapped in a layer of soft cloth.

The first was a little dress, neatly folded, faded to pale pink. By its cut, it had belonged to a girl of six or seven. Three thousand years later, traces of repeated washing remained. Someone had washed it many, many times. The child who wore it had cherished it.

Sharlo's breath stopped, inch by inch.

Before all its colour had faded, the dress had been red. The missing half-sentence blurred away by water upon the notice now lay neatly folded inside a camphor chest three thousand years old.

"Our line did not begin in the tower," Granny said. Her fingers gently stroked the little dress as she began a story handed down for three thousand years. "The first keeper of the tower was a man, sent by the office that governed it. In the year of the flood—the year the sky fell—he found a little girl upon the beach. Seven years old, burning with fever, dressed all in red, and clutching half a sheet of paper. It had soaked to pulp. None of the words could be read."

"The girl was ill for a whole year. The lamplighter raised her as his own daughter. When she recovered, he asked her name. She said—"

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"Xiaoman," Sharlo supplied softly.

Granny's hand stopped.

"How do you know?" The old woman stared at him, her voice trembling. "That name has been handed down only by word of mouth in our line. Nowhere else under heaven records it—"

"There is one other place." Sharlo pushed the black notebook towards her, pointed to the page, and read each word. "In the city beneath the sea, there is a station. Upon the passage wall is a missing-person notice three thousand years old. It says: Missing. Xiaoman, female, aged seven. Lost at this station on the evening of the sixteenth day of such-and-such a month. Wearing red—the words after that were washed away."

"The final line of the notice was written by her mother," he said. "Child, Mum is waiting in the old place. I am not going anywhere."

The lantern room fell silent as death. Before the lotus pedestal of the old lamp, only the tranquil light of the new flame remained.

"Her mother..." Granny's lips shook. "Her mother is still there?"

"She is," Sharlo said. "Three thousand years. Each time a train opens its doors, she refuses to board. She said she would not go anywhere, and she truly has not. Even now, she stands beside that pillar, holding the notice, her face turned towards the direction from which people come."

"A case has already been opened in the records of the human world," he said. "Entered upon the Vesper Bureau's rolls: at this station, one mother awaits a person, not a train."

The old woman lowered herself slowly to sit against the edge of the mat. A long while passed before she regained her senses and began, little by little, to tell the rest of the first ancestress's life.

"She later married the lamplighter's son and became the tower's daughter-in-law. Later still, she became the mother of our line. She joined the characters she had brought with the official characters of the tower and taught them together to the children. Half the characters we know today come from the tower, and half from her."

"She was diligent and gentle all her life and made her days warm and full. Only one thing—" The old woman's voice slowed. "On one day every year, she did no work at all. Before dawn, she went to the beach and sat facing south for the entire day. If food was brought, she ate. If someone spoke, she answered. But she did not move. When it had grown completely dark, she came home by herself and went on as though nothing had happened."

"The children asked what she was sitting for. She said: Mum is waiting for me on the other side. I cannot go back—"

"So I must wait for Mum as well. Mum waits one day, and I wait one day. That way, the two of us wait together."

Sharlo closed his eyes.

Three thousand years ago: a platform, a beach. One woman stood facing north; one sat facing south. Across the ruins of a fallen world, a mother and daughter made the act of waiting into a gaze that met from opposite shores.

Then Granny took the second object from the box.

It was a thin strip of birch bark wrapped in layer after layer of soft cloth. Words had been incised into it with charcoal in the most ancient manner, stroke by stroke—the method by which a dying person's final wishes were carved at their dictation by children and grandchildren. For three thousand years, more than a hundred generations of hands had held it, rubbing its edges smooth and lustrous as jade. Granny presented it to Sharlo as though holding out the root of her whole lineage:

"Our first ancestress's testament. More than a hundred generations have carried it through three thousand years to me. None of us understood why she insisted that these few lines be handed on. Today, you have finally waited long enough for the person meant to receive them."

Sharlo lowered his head and read the lines carved three thousand years ago by the lamplight. The first ancestress had learnt to write only later in life. The cuts wandered crookedly, yet not one stroke was uncertain:

"My name is Xiaoman. Mum said she would wait for me in the old place. I cannot go back."

"If anyone comes looking for Xiaoman in the years to come—no matter how many years—tell them:"

"Xiaoman lived well. The lamplighter who became my father loved me. I married a good man and bore five children. I lived to seventy-nine. When I went, my children and grandchildren filled the house, and the hearth-bed was warm."

"Tell my mum. Tell her not to wait. Tell her..."

The cuts of the final line were so deep they had nearly pierced the bark:

"Tell her to go home first. I remember the fire upon the stove. Every meal of my life, I thought of her."

Holding the strip of birch bark, Sharlo could not speak for a long, long time.

Granny began to sob softly in the lantern room. She had kept a lamp all her life, had buried her father, had seen thirty-eight neighbours enter the light. Her eye sockets had long since run dry—yet now she wept like a child. Not from grief. She wept because an act of devotion handed down for three thousand years, whose meaning no one had understood, had suddenly reached its destination today.

Three thousand years ago, a lost girl of seven had lived out a whole life at the other end of the world—a good life. To her last breath, she remembered that her mother waited in the old place. She could leave nothing else, so she left one sentence for her descendants to carry. They carried it for three thousand years and more than a hundred generations. No one knew whom they were carrying it to, but no one dared break the chain.

For all those three thousand years, her mother had stood upon the platform beneath the earth, holding the notice and waiting through every train.

Neither end had forgotten. Across three millennia and a world fallen between them, a mother's and daughter's love remained where each had begun and never moved a single step.

"Granny." At last he raised his head, his voice almost beyond recognition. "Let me make a copy of this testament. Keep the original safe. I will carry out the duty for which it has waited."

"The next time I travel north, I shall place it beneath that pillar with my own hands," he said. "I shall read it to her without changing one word."

He made the copy then and there. The testament had been carved in the characters of his native tongue—the script its author learnt upon the island was precisely the kind passed down by the lamplighter. Sharlo transcribed one copy in that tongue exactly as it stood, then added a translation in the common script beside it. His pen paused over the words "the hearth-bed was warm." Half-Ladle's pot, Tess's stove, a hearth-bed three thousand years ago—however many ages lay between them, people in this world recognised the same kind of account.

Watching him put the copy safely away, Granny suddenly said, "There is one other thing you promised me."

"Name it."

"The next time you sail north, take someone of our bloodline with you." The old woman's gaze moved to the lantern-room door, where Tide-Lass clung to the frame with both ears pricked. "If a stranger reads a testament, it is a message. If one of her blood reads it—it is a final charge. That cry of 'Mum' our first ancestress has waited three thousand years to deliver must come from the mouth of her own flesh and bone."

Sharlo looked at the little girl in the doorway, clutching her phonetic book, and nodded solemnly. "I promise. Entered into account: White Strand Island. One reader still owed passage."

In the doorway, Tide-Lass's eyes shone like two points of new fire.

That night, White Strand Island did one thing.

It was Tide-Lass's idea. After hearing the three-thousand-year-old case, the girl thought for a long time with red-rimmed eyes. Then she looked up at Granny. "Granny. Let's light a lamp for our ancestress's mum."

"She's waiting beneath the earth and can't see our light," Tide-Lass said. "But when the lighthouse beam passes over the sea, the sea remembers. The sea joins the river, and the river flows beneath all things. Perhaps—perhaps one thread of light might leak down through the water."

And so that night, the beam of White Strand Point Lighthouse shone south by west—towards the city beneath the sea, towards that platform—and held steady all night. It did not sweep. For the first time in three thousand years, the lighthouse stopped its beam in one place, for one person.

The new flame of the tower burned straight and tall. Everyone on the island knew for whom tonight's lamp had been lit, and every household lit another upon its windowsill.

The Old Boatman had business of his own.

In the shallows off the beach, the old spirit-ferryman performed a private errand. It followed the ancient method for sending a tide report—a lamp inscribed with words, sealed, and sunk into the water. His writing upon the lamp was exceedingly neat:

"Report: for receipt by the one awaiting a person at Seaside Park Station. Word from Xiaoman has been obtained. Details: one account, one testament, one reader; to be delivered in person hereafter. Advance notice—she lived well."

"The formal letter must be carried by a person and read one word at a time." He straightened and watched the lamp's reflection sink into the black water, speaking to Sharlo beside him. "But good news ought to arrive every moment earlier it can."

"The river flows beneath all things," the old spirit-ferryman said. "That platform has stood beneath the earth for three thousand years. There is no telling which crack in its walls might lie against the river's back. This old man cannot promise the message will arrive—"

"But what if it does?" he said. "What if she catches one breath of news tonight?"

Sharlo stood upon the beach, gazing at the motionless beam as it reached into the black southern sea.

"Madam," he said softly, as he had upon the platform. "Can you see it? Your Xiaoman lived well."

"Her children and their children have kept a lamp for three thousand years. Tonight, this column of light is the bow they make to you on her behalf."

They left the island at dawn on the third day.

As always, Tess's food hampers filled three baskets. Cole demonstrated every detail of his craft for protecting a guiding lamp to Tide-Lass—polish the cover at the Hour of the Hare, check the wick at the Hour of the Rooster, hang the warning plaque in high wind. Two young people from two generations of lamplighters conducted their handover at the foot of the tower without neglecting a single detail. At the end, Cole removed the brass goggles Selden had given him and placed them on Tide-Lass's head.

"Eyes that watch a flame are precious," he said. "The old master at the tower passed these to me. Now I pass them to you."

The Evening Bell left the cove, moving steadily and smoothly through the three-turn channel. As the ship passed the cove mouth, the lamp atop the tower shone three long flashes towards her stern.

The signal of farewell. Cole stood at the stern, head raised, waving with all his strength.

Beside him, Sharlo watched the white tower grow smaller in the distance and closed the account for this stop within his heart. What became of Xiaoman had been established. Her testament lay inside his coat. The reader of the letter was entered into his accounts. Three thousand years of waiting now lacked only the final leg of its road.

At the end of the Register of Homecomings, Viola entered one new record:

"Seaside Park Station: Standing Matter No. 1. Progress: whereabouts of Xiaoman, daughter of the person awaiting another, established. Evidence of life, two items. Testament, one copy enclosed. Reader, one, awaiting passage."

When she had finished, beside the line "This case is never to be closed," she added two small words:

"Nearly closed."

"Next stop," Sharlo said.

Upon the southern horizon, the clouds opened by one thread. Daylight fell upon the water, paving a shining road. Under full sail, the Evening Bell followed it south.

"Gern Harbour."