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Chapter 95: I Want My Husband Back

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Steven’s POV

At first, I thought the dark had learned how to hurt differently.

It had weight now.

Pressure.

A sharp, bright ache pushing through the place where Salizar kept me buried, as if something had found the walls between us and decided they did not matter.

Then I heard her.

Through my own ears.

Through the body I had been trapped inside for days.

But the words reached deeper than sound.

“Give me my Steven back.”

Aqua.

Something struck through the dark.

Light.

Warmth.

Pressure against my chest.

Against the necklace.

Against him.

I tried to move.

The barrier tightened.

No.

I pushed again.

For days, I had been trapped somewhere behind my own eyes.

At first, there had been sleep.

Deep enough that I did not know what was happening.

Then voices.

Flashes.

Pieces that felt like dreams until I understood they were happening through my own body.

And then I had started waking up.

More often.

For longer.

By the lake, I was there.

Awake enough to see.

Awake enough to feel.

Never awake enough to stop him.

His hand in her hair.

His voice using my name.

Aqua laughing beside the lake.

Her tail splashing water toward a face she thought belonged to me.

His hands wrapping the towel around her.

His mouth kissing her.

Her body going still.

The way she pulled away.

The way she finally looked at me—

and knew I was missing.

Shame rose before I could stop it.

Thick.

Familiar.

Hungry.

You opened the door.

You gave him the body.

You were too afraid to face her.

You woke up inside your own life and still could not take it back.

Maybe she was safer with him.

Maybe everyone was.

Then Aqua said—

“No.”

The word shook through Salizar’s control.

Only once.

A small fracture.

But I felt it.

He felt it too.

She knew.

She had figured it out without me.

Without Fang being able to tell her.

Without anyone handing her proof.

She knew because she knew me.

Because somewhere beneath everything Salizar copied, she had noticed the places where I should have been.

Something inside me cracked open.

I reached for it.

Violet-white light burned through the dark.

It did not move like Aqua’s Currena.

Water rushed.

Fire flared.

This did neither.

It held.

Pressed.

Waited.

As though whatever Aqua had touched inside herself had found me too and was asking whether I intended to stay buried.

Aqua.

I tried to say her name.

My mouth did not move.

My fingers did not move.

The barrier wrapped around every piece of the body that should have answered me.

Stay down.

Salizar’s voice came from inside the dark with me.

No amusement now.

No teasing.

Good.

I pushed harder.

Pain tore through me.

It was not physical.

I almost wished it were.

This felt like forcing myself through a doorway built from every thought I had been hiding from.

Aqua unconscious on the sofa.

Fang telling me why.

The giving.

My hands shaking.

The panic.

The certainty that I had hurt her because I wanted too much.

Salizar telling me he could help.

Me letting him.

I had opened the door.

That mattered.

I could not pretend it did not.

I had been frightened.

Manipulated.

Panicking.

But I had still opened it.

I had believed I could hand him control for one moment and take it back when I could breathe again.

Then the moment became days.

And every choice after that had been his.

Aqua’s light pressed harder.

The shame tried to pull me down again.

I almost let it.

Then I remembered the way she had looked at him before the light started.

Not with relief.

Not with love.

With anger.

With certainty.

She had not asked for perfect.

She had asked for me.

I reached toward her.

Aqua’s POV

His fingers dug into my wrist.

Pain shot up my arm.

I kept my palm against his chest.

Against the necklace hidden beneath his shirt.

Against the place where so much of the wrongness seemed to gather.

I still did not understand why.

I only knew the instant my hand touched it, something inside me had answered.

Something older than Currena.

Heavier.

Salizar stared at me through Steven’s eyes.

For the first time since he had stopped pretending, he did not look entertained.

He looked wary.

The violet-white light beneath my palm brightened.

Currena moved through me too, restless and ready, water gathering anywhere it could find itself.

But this other power did not rush.

It held.

It pressed.

It remembered the shape of a boundary.

Salizar tightened his grip on my wrist.

“You do not know what you are doing.”

His voice had dropped fully into his own now.

Still carried by Steven’s throat.

Still shaped by Steven’s mouth.

But deeper.

Huskier.

Too controlled.

Steven’s voice carried warmth even when anger sharpened it.

Salizar’s carried command.

“Good,” I said.

His eyes narrowed.

The word surprised both of us.

But it was true.

I did not know what I was doing.

Knowing everything had not saved me before.

Salizar’s knowledge had been gathered from months inside Steven—watching us, listening, learning our habits, collecting anything he thought might help him wear my husband convincingly.

I did not need to understand every piece of the magic yet.

I needed one truth.

Steven was still there.

I could feel him.

Not as a memory.

Not as hope.

As resistance.

A faint pressure pushing back from the other side of Salizar.

Salizar leaned closer.

Steven’s breath touched my face.

“If you keep pushing blindly, you may hurt him.”

The light flickered.

My heart lurched.

He saw it.

His grip loosened just enough to feel deliberate.

“What did you imagine this would be?” he asked quietly. “A clean rescue?”

“Stop.”

“You think you can tear me away from him without touching anything beneath me?”

My hand trembled.

Steven’s body.

Steven’s heart.

Steven’s core.

Whatever Salizar had wrapped himself around.

What if I pulled wrong?

What if I hurt Steven trying to reach him?

The violet light dimmed at the edges.

Salizar’s mouth curved.

“There she is.”

I hated that smile.

“Careful, Aqua,” he murmured. “So terrified of breaking what she loves.”

Fang hissed from beside me.

I looked down.

He had moved close enough that his black-and-yellow body touched the edge of my dress.

Protecting me.

That part Salizar had allowed.

Commanded, maybe.

Fang raised his head, fangs showing.

Then tried to move toward Salizar.

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His body locked.

Every muscle pulled tight.

He could not cross the space.

My anger sharpened.

Salizar glanced down at him.

“Still obedient.”

Fang’s tail struck once against the floor.

Then went rigid.

“You are still holding him.”

“Until I decide otherwise.”

“You used Steven’s bond like a leash.”

“A bond is a bond.”

“No.”

My fingers pressed harder into Steven’s shirt.

“A bond is trust. You turned it into a leash.”

Something flickered behind Salizar’s eyes.

Blue.

Fear.

Pain.

Desperation.

Steven.

My breath caught.

He was pushing.

Toward me.

The light answered.

It brightened beneath my palm.

Salizar’s smile vanished.

“No,” I whispered.

His grip tightened.

“You do not know—”

“I know he is reaching back.”

Salizar froze.

I felt Steven again.

Small beneath the pressure.

Buried.

Terrified.

But unmistakably him.

“Steven.”

Salizar’s jaw tightened.

“Do not.”

“Steven, stay with me.”

The body in front of me shuddered.

Barely.

Enough.

Fang strained against the command again.

This time, one coil shifted.

Only an inch.

But it moved.

Salizar’s eyes snapped downward.

So did mine.

Fang felt it too.

The command was weakening.

Salizar looked back at me.

“Stop.”

I almost laughed.

Not because anything was funny.

Because for the first time, he sounded like someone losing control.

I pressed my palm harder against the necklace.

“You are afraid.”

His expression cooled.

“You should be.”

“Of what?”

“Of what waits for him if you succeed.”

My stomach tightened.

Salizar watched my face.

Then smiled.

“He was awake, Aqua.”

Everything inside me stopped.

“What?”

“Not at first.”

His mouth curved.

“But eventually.”

My hand went cold against his chest.

“The lake.”

My throat closed.

“The towel.”

“Stop.”

“The kiss.”

Fang hissed.

Salizar did not look away from me.

“He was there for those.”

My eyes burned.

No.

Steven had been conscious?

Trapped behind his own eyes while Salizar—

I could not finish the thought.

Salizar leaned closer.

“You are not returning him to ignorance.”

The words sank exactly where he wanted them.

“You are returning control to a man who watched enough to know exactly how easily I stepped into the places he left empty.”

The light faltered.

Pain opened in my chest.

Not because I believed Salizar had lived Steven’s life better.

Because Steven might.

Steven would take every stolen moment he remembered and turn it inward until it became evidence against himself.

Salizar knew that.

That was why he was telling me.

I looked into Steven’s eyes.

Past Salizar.

Toward the tiny blue pressure I could still feel fighting underneath.

“You had to steal his life to pretend you could live it better.”

Salizar’s expression hardened.

The light steadied.

“You were inside him,” I said. “You knew exactly where he would blame himself.”

His jaw tightened.

“He opened the door.”

“Yes.”

The answer hurt.

I did not hide from it.

“He made a frightened choice.”

Salizar’s eyes sharpened.

“And you made every choice after that.”

Silence.

“You lied to me. You silenced Fang. You kept Steven trapped when he wanted control back.”

The light pressed deeper.

“You do not get to turn all of that into his shame.”

Something beneath my palm shifted.

Not flesh.

Not bone.

A thread.

A wrongness wrapped around something deeper.

My breath caught.

I still did not understand it.

But whatever had woken inside me did.

The violet-white lines beneath my skin stretched across my palm.

Thin.

Precise.

They touched the necklace.

Then curved.

Around something.

Not Steven.

Around the thing clinging to him.

Salizar inhaled sharply.

“What are you doing?”

“I told you.”

The lines brightened.

“I do not know.”

For the first time, fear touched his face plainly.

Good.

I kept going.

The cracked cup on the table trembled.

Tea spilled over the rim.

A bead of water lifted from the wood.

Then another.

Currena waited beside the stone-deep pressure, ready but no longer trying to do everything at once.

Salizar looked at the floating water.

Then at the violet light.

“What are you?”

“I am his wife.”

“That is not what I asked.”

“It is enough.”

His hand tightened painfully around my wrist.

Fang pulled forward again.

This time, his head moved past the place where the command had stopped him before.

A few inches.

Salizar noticed.

His red slit pupils flashed into place.

“Fang.”

The command struck through the room.

Fang froze again.

But not as completely.

His body trembled.

One coil kept moving.

Slow.

Fighting.

Something was breaking.

Salizar’s control over Steven.

And the things tied to him.

“You will obey.”

Fang’s fangs showed.

His body shook with the effort to resist.

I looked back at Salizar.

“You are losing him.”

“He gave himself to me.”

“He gave you a moment.”

“He gave me control.”

“And then you refused to return it.”

His grip tightened.

I winced.

“You think the distinction will comfort him?”

“No.”

My voice shook.

“I think the truth will.”

Salizar laughed once.

Cold.

“Truth?”

“Yes.”

I looked through him.

Toward Steven.

“He made a frightened decision.”

Something blue flickered.

“He will have to face that.”

Another flicker.

“But what you did after that belongs to you.”

The violet lines tightened.

Salizar’s fingers jerked around my wrist.

For one heartbeat—

opened.

Not because he chose to.

Steven.

My breath caught.

His fingers loosened again.

I grabbed his hand with my free one.

“Steven.”

The hand trembled inside mine.

Then Salizar slammed back down.

His shoulders snapped straight.

“Enough.”

The word tore through Steven’s voice.

Fang surged another inch.

The invisible restraint caught him again.

Barely.

Salizar was losing pieces.

I held Steven’s hand tighter.

“Come back.”

Salizar’s face twisted.

“He will break again.”

“He might.”

The answer stopped him.

“He will hurt you again.”

“Then we deal with what happens when it happens.”

“He will need you until there is nothing left.”

My chest tightened.

The old fear.

The sofa.

The exhaustion.

The desperate need to keep helping until I could barely stand.

I looked down at my hand against the necklace.

Then back into Steven’s eyes.

“We were doing it wrong.”

Salizar stared.

“I do not want to be useful by losing myself,” I said.

The words settled inside me.

True.

“And I do not want him safe by losing him.”

Something in Steven’s face cracked.

Salizar tried to smooth it away.

Too late.

I had seen him.

“He will tremble.”

“I will hold his hand.”

“His power will frighten him.”

“We will get help.”

“He will drown in guilt.”

“Then I tell him the truth.”

Salizar’s mouth curved.

“And what truth is that?”

I swallowed.

“That he is still loved.”

The light warmed beneath my palm.

“But he is not allowed to disappear inside it.”

Steven’s fingers twitched inside mine.

My heart stumbled.

Salizar’s expression darkened.

“You would choose weakness.”

“I choose him.”

The body jerked.

Steven’s hand opened fully around mine.

For one second, his fingers moved because he wanted them to.

Not Salizar.

Steven.

I knew the difference.

I squeezed them.

“Come on.”

His mouth opened.

No sound.

Salizar crashed back into control.

His face tightened.

“Enough.”

The red in his eyes deepened.

Fang pulled against the bond.

One coil.

Then another.

The command shuddered.

Not broken yet.

But cracking.

The kettle water lifted through the spout in a thin ribbon.

Currena curved through the air beside me.

No blade.

No strike.

A barrier.

Something to catch Steven if Salizar tried to use him against me.

Salizar’s eyes followed the water.

“You are making a mess.”

“I can clean.”

His mouth twitched despite himself.

Then his voice lowered.

“If I am forced back into that necklace, do you know what happens to him?”

My fingers tightened around Steven’s hand.

“He gets his body back.”

“He gets to face what he remembers.”

Salizar leaned closer.

“Every sensation he was awake for.”

His gaze dropped briefly toward my mouth.

“Every stolen moment he could not stop.”

My throat tightened.

“He already carries them,” I said.

That surprised him.

“You told me.”

Silence.

“You told me he was awake.”

I swallowed through the ache.

“So stop pretending you are protecting him from knowledge he already has.”

The violet light brightened.

“He needs his body back to survive it.”

For once, Salizar had no clever answer.

I pressed harder.

The lines spreading beneath my palm clarified.

A pattern.

A boundary.

A seal.

I did not know how I knew that word.

It simply belonged there.

The power did not burn through Steven.

It moved around him.

Searching for what did not belong.

Finding the thread that connected Salizar to the front.

Pressing.

Closing.

Salizar inhaled sharply.

“No.”

My pulse jumped.

The fear in his voice was real.

I pushed.

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Steven’s POV

I heard her.

All of it.

Salizar had wanted his words to crush me.

Instead, Aqua answered them before I could.

She knew now.

She knew I had been awake for enough of it.

The lake.

The towel.

The kiss.

The moments that had stopped feeling like dreams and become a prison I could see through.

The shame tore through me anyway.

Her laugh.

Her body in my lap.

Her mouth against mine.

The way she had softened because she thought she was safe with me.

I had been there.

Unable to move.

Unable to speak.

Unable to tell her.

Salizar shoved every memory toward me.

Look.

I did.

I had no choice.

Look at how easy she was with me.

The dark pressed harder.

Then Aqua said:

“You had to steal his life to pretend you could live it better.”

Something inside me stopped falling.

Salizar pushed again.

You let me in.

Yes.

That one belonged to me.

I had opened the door.

I could not erase that because Aqua loved me.

But then she said:

“He made a frightened decision. And you made every choice after that.”

The words reached somewhere shame had been keeping closed.

There was a difference.

Not enough to make me innocent.

Enough to make the truth larger than one mistake.

I pushed toward her.

Salizar crushed down.

Stay.

No.

The thought was small.

Mine.

You cannot face her.

I could barely face myself.

But she was out there.

Fighting for me.

Not fighting to erase what happened.

Not pretending she was not hurt.

Fighting because she wanted me present for what came after.

I reached for the crack again.

Bravery had very little to do with it.

I was terrified.

I did not feel strong.

I only knew she was reaching for me, and I could not leave her reaching alone.

Aqua.

My hand.

I found one finger.

Moved it.

Pain ripped through the dark.

Salizar snarled.

I moved another.

Aqua grabbed my hand.

Warm.

Real.

I almost disappeared under the relief.

Then I heard her say:

“I choose him.”

Me.

Not the smoother version.

Not the one who knew what to say without choking on it.

Not the man Salizar thought I should have been.

Me.

I reached for everything that belonged to me.

My name.

My hands.

My vows.

Aqua walking toward me on the hilltop.

Flowers in her hands.

Her smile.

Fang curled nearby, pretending not to care while caring too much.

The kitchen.

The lake.

Every stupid argument.

Every apology.

Every moment I had stumbled and she had waited for me to stand again.

Aqua lying awake beside me while I fought against a body that would not answer.

My life.

Mine.

Salizar slammed down harder.

The barrier bent.

This time—

I pushed back.

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Aqua’s POV

His face changed in pieces.

A twitch near the mouth.

A flicker behind the eyes.

Salizar’s hard line breaking for half a second into something frightened.

Then smoothing again.

Steven.

Closer.

I could feel him pushing against the same place my light pressed inward.

“Steven,” I said. “Stay with me.”

Salizar’s eyes snapped to mine.

“He cannot.”

“He already is.”

“He does not want to face you.”

“He is fighting you.”

“He is ashamed.”

“I know.”

“He watched me kiss you.”

Pain cut through my chest.

I did not look away.

“I know.”

“He felt every second of that.”

“I know.”

“He knows you responded.”

“Yes.”

Salizar smiled like the admission should destroy me.

I tightened my grip on Steven’s hand.

“And I am still here.”

The smile faded.

“I will tell him exactly what happened,” I said. “I will tell him what hurt. I will tell him what was his choice and what was yours.”

The violet-white pattern brightened.

“I will not lie to him to make him feel better.”

Something surged beneath my fingers.

Blue.

Alive.

“And I will not let you use the truth to bury him either.”

Salizar’s hand grabbed my shoulder.

“Let go.”

“No.”

“You are shaking.”

“So is he.”

His face twitched.

There.

Steven.

The necklace flashed.

Salizar gasped.

The sound broke in the middle.

“Aq—”

My heart stopped.

“Steven?”

Salizar clamped his jaw shut.

“No.”

My eyes burned.

I pressed harder.

“Say my name.”

His fingers dug into my shoulder.

“Do not.”

“Steven.”

The body trembled.

Fang strained against the command at our feet.

The bond flickered.

For the first time, Fang’s body moved forward without stopping immediately.

Half a coil.

Then another.

Salizar’s eyes flashed red.

“Stay.”

Fang froze.

But his tail moved.

One hard strike against the floor.

The command was barely holding.

I looked at Steven.

“Say my name.”

His throat worked.

Salizar fought him.

I saw it now.

The tension in his jaw.

The fight in his neck.

The blue of Steven’s eyes surging through the wrong stillness.

“A—”

Salizar’s hand flew toward my wrist.

Water snapped around it.

Currena wrapped his arm in a cold band and pulled just enough to keep my palm against the necklace.

His eyes widened.

Fire flared.

Water rushed.

This power decided.

The violet lines tightened.

“Back,” I said.

Salizar’s breathing changed.

Uneven now.

Human.

Afraid.

“You cannot command me.”

“I am not commanding you.”

The pattern beneath my palm pressed inward.

“I am closing the door.”

His face went still.

Then vicious.

“I belong in a body.”

“Not his.”

“He gave it.”

“He gave you access.”

The seal tightened.

“You took ownership.”

Salizar’s body arched.

His hand slipped from my shoulder.

Fang moved.

One full coil.

No resistance.

His head rose sharply.

Salizar looked down.

Too late.

The command broke.

I felt it.

So did Fang.

The change snapped through the room like tension releasing from a rope.

Fang surged forward.

Not with his fangs.

With his body.

He slammed into Steven’s lower leg hard enough to throw Salizar’s balance without injuring him.

Salizar stumbled.

Fury twisted Steven’s face.

“You—”

Fang raised his head, fangs bared.

Free.

Salizar’s red eyes narrowed.

For one terrible second, I thought he would force Steven’s body to strike him.

Then Steven’s hand tightened around mine.

The arm stopped.

Every muscle shook.

Steven was holding him back.

My breath broke.

“There you are.”

The necklace burned beneath my palm.

The violet-white lines spread across Steven’s chest.

Not through his heart.

Around the wrongness.

I knew that somehow.

The power traced Salizar’s hold.

Found it.

Closed around it.

Salizar’s eyes widened.

“No.”

The word cracked.

He grabbed for my arm again.

Fang snapped his head forward in warning.

Salizar stopped himself before Steven’s hand reached me.

The blue came through again.

Stronger.

“Aqua.”

My name broke out of him.

Cracked.

Raw.

Terrified.

Steven.

A sob tore through me.

“There you are.”

His fingers shook around mine.

“I—”

Salizar slammed forward again.

“No!”

Half Steven.

Half him.

The sound twisted through the room.

His free hand jerked toward my face.

Fang struck with his body and knocked the arm aside.

Steven fought too.

The hand stopped inches from me.

His entire body trembled.

I pressed harder.

“Steven, now.”

Something answered.

Not obedience.

Choice.

He pushed.

I felt him.

From inside.

The seal closed another fraction.

Salizar made a furious sound.

“You do not understand what you are sealing.”

“Maybe not.”

I leaned closer.

“But I know who I am freeing.”

The lines tightened.

The necklace pulsed like a second heartbeat.

Darkness pressed back against the light.

Old.

Hungry.

Furious at being refused.

For one instant, I felt Salizar without Steven between us.

The hunger.

The pride.

The fury of being pushed away from breath and warmth and movement after finally having all three again.

Something almost like pity moved through me.

Then I remembered Fang frozen by a command he could not resist.

Steven trapped behind his own eyes.

My hands in the lake.

The kiss.

The lie.

The pity hardened.

“You do not get to use pain as permission.”

Salizar’s eyes widened.

The light sank deeper into the tether.

He made a sound through Steven’s throat.

Not a scream.

A breath torn loose by panic.

“Steven.”

I tightened my grip on his hand.

“Come home.”

Blue flooded his eyes.

Salizar fought it.

Steven fought harder.

His fingers clutched mine.

The seal drew tight.

The air thickened around us.

The floor hummed beneath my feet.

The cracked cup on the table burst apart.

Tea lifted in glittering droplets.

Currena suspended every drop in the air while violet-white light shone through them.

Salizar looked at me one last time.

Fully present.

Furious.

Offended.

Afraid.

“This is not finished.”

His voice already sounded farther away.

I pressed my palm flat over the burning necklace.

“It is for today.”

The seal snapped closed.

The light vanished inward.

Silence.

Then Steven collapsed.

I caught him badly.

His weight drove me backward.

Fang moved behind my legs, bracing me with the heavy curve of his body before I fell.

Steven’s knees hit the rug.

I went down with him.

One arm around his shoulders.

One hand tangled in his shirt.

The necklace was burning hot between us.

Then cold.

Steven’s head dropped against my shoulder.

He did not move.

My heart stopped.

“No.”

I grabbed his face.

“No. Steven.”

His body shook.

Once.

Then again.

His fingers clutched weakly at my dress.

“Aqua?”

Broken.

Barely there.

Full of fear.

Full of him.

A sob tore through me.

“Yes.”

I held his face between my hands.

“Yes. I am here.”

His eyes found mine.

No polish.

No perfect calm.

His expression crumpled.

The sight hurt.

Because this was Steven.

Shaking.

Overwhelmed.

Looking at me like he could not understand why my hands were still touching him.

“I’m sorry.”

I closed my eyes for one second.

There it was.

The first place his mind ran.

Straight toward punishment.

“I know.”

His breath hitched.

“Aqua, I let him—”

“We are going to talk about that.”

He froze.

I kept my hands against his face.

“You opened the door when you were terrified.”

His eyes filled.

“That matters.”

He looked like the words were cutting him.

“They have to matter,” I said. “We are not going to pretend they do not.”

His mouth trembled.

“But everything he chose after that matters too.”

Steven stared at me.

“He would not give your body back.”

A tear slipped down his cheek.

“He lied to me. He controlled Fang. He kept you trapped.”

My throat tightened.

“You do not get to take all of that and make it yours just because you made the first frightened choice.”

His face broke.

“I saw pieces.”

My chest tightened.

“At first?”

He nodded.

“I don't know when it changed.”

His throat worked.

“Sometimes I heard things. Sometimes I woke up and couldn't tell if it was real.”

His eyes shut.

“But by the lake…”

My face crumpled.

“I was awake.”

“Steven…”

“I tried.”

“I know.”

“I couldn't move.”

His voice cracked.

“I know.”

“I could feel—”

He stopped.

His body folded inward.

I wrapped my arms around him before he could disappear inside himself again.

He flinched.

Not away from me.

Into himself.

As though he still did not trust his body near mine.

“Stay.”

He shook harder.

“I don’t know how.”

“Then stay badly.”

A broken sound escaped him.

Half laugh.

Half sob.

All Steven.

I pressed my face into his hair.

Soap.

Smoke.

The faint scent of the bed we had shared while he was imprisoned inside himself.

My chest hurt so badly I could barely breathe around it.

He was shaking.

Messy.

Terrified.

Here.

“There you are,” I whispered.

His hand clenched weakly in my dress.

“I’m sorry.”

“I know.”

His voice turned smaller.

“I hurt you.”

I pulled back enough to see him.

His eyes were red.

Wild with the need to confess everything before I could decide what he deserved.

“You are back,” I said.

“That does not fix it.”

“I know.”

The answer hurt both of us.

Good.

It needed to be true.

“It does not erase what happened. It does not make me unhurt.”

His face twisted.

“We will talk about all of it.”

I brushed my thumb beneath his eye.

“But you are back.”

His breath shook.

“And right now, that comes first.”

He stared at me like he wanted to believe the sentence and had no idea how.

So I gave him something simpler.

I took his hand.

Slowly.

Gave him time to pull away.

He did not.

I pressed his trembling palm against my cheek.

His breath broke.

I leaned into it.

This hand had been used by someone else.

Moved under someone else’s command.

Touched me under a lie.

It also belonged to the man sitting in front of me now, afraid to curl his fingers because he did not know whether he had the right.

I could not untangle all of that today.

I did not need to.

I could choose this moment.

“It is you,” I whispered.

His fingers moved cautiously against my cheek.

So careful.

So frightened.

So him.

“I know it is you.”

His face crumpled again.

Fang slid closer.

Free now.

He curled around both of us in a black-and-yellow circle, head lowering near Steven’s hand.

Steven looked at him.

Something like grief moved across his face.

“Fang.”

Fang blinked once.

Steven’s breath caught.

“I heard you.”

Fang went still.

“Not everything.”

Steven swallowed.

“But sometimes.”

His voice dropped.

“I heard you fighting him.”

Fang pushed his head beneath Steven’s hand.

Steven broke.

His fingers curled carefully over Fang’s scales.

“I’m sorry.”

Fang’s tail struck the floor once.

Steven gave a wet, broken laugh.

“Yeah.”

Another tap.

“I know.”

The living room sat wrecked around us.

Broken cup.

Spilled tea.

Water shining over the table and floor.

The air still humming faintly from power I did not understand.

The necklace rested between our hearts.

Quiet.

Too quiet.

My palms tingled.

I looked down.

Faint violet-white lines still traced beneath my skin.

Not bright anymore.

Barely there.

Waiting.

Steven saw them.

His eyes widened.

“Aqua…”

“I do not know.”

For once, admitting that did not frighten me.

His hand closed around mine.

For once, I did not need to have the answer before I could keep going.

I held him on the floor while Fang guarded the broken room.

While the necklace cooled between us.

While Steven learned how to breathe inside his own body again.

The door inside him had closed.

For now.

But whatever had woken in me had not gone back to sleep.