Steven’s POV
The first thing I felt when I woke up was heaviness.
Not pain exactly.
Just that awful, dragged-out weight that settled into every part of me at once, like my body had been emptied, shaken, and put back together wrong.
The second thing I felt was warmth near my feet.
I opened my eyes slowly.
The room was dim with early morning light, pale gold slipping through the curtains in thin lines. For a second I just stared up at the ceiling, not moving, trying to piece together why my whole body felt like I had gone ten rounds with a hurricane and lost.
Then memory hit.
Dylan.
The field.
Fire.
Too much fire.
My stomach turned.
I pushed myself up too fast and immediately regretted it. The room swayed just enough to make me stop and brace one hand against the mattress.
A small movement near my legs made me look down.
Fang was coiled near my feet, head tucked low but not fully asleep. The second he noticed I was awake, he lifted his head.
I swallowed and immediately winced.
My throat felt scraped raw.
“Yeah,” I muttered hoarsely. “This feels awful.”
You sound terrible too.
I blinked.
The words had slid through my head instead of the room.
I looked toward the chair beside the bed.
Aqua was asleep in it, one arm curled awkwardly across her middle. Her notebook had slipped half sideways in her hand, still resting against her lap. The throw blanket only covered part of her legs, like she had meant to stay awake for a little while and lost to sleep before she could get comfortable.
She was still wearing yesterday’s clothes.
I looked back at Fang.
“You didn’t wake her.”
His gaze stayed on me, steady and unreadable in that way only he could manage.
She needed sleep.
That hit me harder than I expected.
She had stayed with me.
All night.
And Fang, for once, had chosen not to make a production out of it.
Something in my chest tightened.
Not the Beast Core this time.
Just me.
Pieces were still coming back in the wrong order.
Dylan’s shield.
Aqua shouting.
The blast.
That horrible split second where I knew I had gone too far and couldn’t pull it back.
And under all of that, something else.
Not a memory exactly.
More like the shape of one.
The feeling of my own thoughts turning wrong in my head.
The way anger had stopped feeling like anger and started feeling like permission.
My stomach tightened harder.
I still didn’t know how to explain that part. Even inside my own head, it slipped when I tried to look at it too directly.
Very carefully, I slid out of bed.
Fang watched me the whole time with that quiet, serious look he got when he thought I might do something stupid but wanted to see if I’d manage to surprise him first.
I moved to Aqua as softly as I could and crouched beside the chair.
Up close, she looked even more tired. A faint crease still pressed into her cheek from where her head had tilted against the side cushion. A strand of blonde hair had fallen loose across her face. The notebook hung awkwardly in her hand, one more second from slipping to the floor.
I eased it gently from her fingers.
She stirred a little but didn’t wake.
I set the notebook on the side table, then carefully pulled the throw blanket higher, up over her lap and chest so she wouldn’t wake up cold.
For a second, I let my hand rest lightly against the blanket near her shoulder.
“Thanks,” I whispered.
Aqua made the tiniest sleepy sound but stayed asleep.
You should eat something before you fall over dramatically again.
I glanced back at Fang.
Fang’s voice stayed inside my head.
Mine did not.
So I kept my answer low.
“Good morning to you too.”
I am serious.
I looked back at Aqua.
She needed sleep.
Real sleep.
Not me waking her up with my guilt the second I opened my eyes.
So I stood quietly, one hand rubbing the back of my neck, and looked toward the bedroom door.
Then a thought hit me.
Breakfast.
Maybe not a great one.
Maybe not even a particularly good one.
But something.
Something I could do.
Something normal.
Something that didn’t involve almost killing myself and burning through another training field in the process.
I looked at Fang.
“I’m making breakfast.”
He regarded me for a beat.
That sounds dangerous in a different way.
I pointed at him.
“You know what? I’m already having a rough morning.”
---
The kitchen looked softer in the morning.
That was the first thing I noticed when I stepped into it.
The sun came through the windows in pale bands, catching on the counter and the little things Aqua had started leaving everywhere—seed packets, one of her mugs, a folded towel near the sink, a small bowl of lemons from the market sitting near the stove.
The house looked lived in.
Warm.
Like it belonged to somebody.
That made what happened yesterday feel even worse somehow.
I stood there for a second with my hands on the counter and tried to breathe through the memory.
Dylan’s face when the barrier broke.
Aqua screaming my name.
That awful, hollow drop right before everything went black.
And underneath all of it, that same disturbing thought:
anger didn’t feel like a big enough explanation for what had happened.
Anger I understood.
Shame, too.
Pride.
Humiliation.
Wanting to hit harder because Dylan got under my skin and made everything feel like a test I was failing in front of an audience.
All of that made sense.
But the rest of it—
the way something in me had seemed to enjoy where it was going—
that sat wrong.
I forced myself to focus.
Breakfast.
Okay.
I could do breakfast.
Probably.
I opened cabinets and checked the fridge until I found enough to make something decent: eggs, bacon, bread, butter, grits. Not fancy, but real food. Safe food. The kind of breakfast that looked like effort even if the cook wasn’t exactly known for mastery.
I started with the bacon because it felt hardest to ruin.
That turned out to be too optimistic.
By the time the second strip curled too dark at the edges, I was already muttering at the stove under my breath while Fang settled into his cushioned chair spot at the table, coiled with the dignity of someone who absolutely expected to be included even if he could not eat a single bite.
“I know,” I said without looking at him. “I can feel you judging me.”
Then perhaps stop earning it so thoroughly.
“Helpful.”
The grits went better.
The eggs only almost went badly once.
By the time I had two plates made—nothing beautiful, but definitely edible—I was feeling just competent enough to be annoyed by it.
I set one plate in front of Aqua’s seat and one in front of mine, then glanced at Fang.
“Glad you could join us.”
Fang lifted his head slightly.
This is where the family is gathered, is it not?
That shut me up for half a second.
Because somehow, from a snake sitting in a cushioned chair, that felt more emotional than it had any right to.
“Yeah,” I said, quieter than before. “I guess it is.”
Fang settled again, looking entirely satisfied with himself.
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I heard soft footsteps behind me a few moments later.
I turned.
Aqua stood in the doorway, still a little sleepy, blanket draped around her shoulders now. Her hair was messy from sleep, her face soft and a little confused in that way people looked when they woke up somewhere that wasn’t where they meant to fall asleep.
Then she looked at the table.
And blinked.
“You made breakfast.”
She sounded a little surprised at her own words, like she had not expected to wake up to that sentence in this house, on this morning, after yesterday.
I suddenly became way too aware of every flaw in it.
“It’s not amazing,” I said quickly. “Probably. But it looked mostly edible, so I figured that counted for something.”
Aqua’s expression changed in that warm, soft way of hers that always made me feel like she was seeing something better in me than I deserved.
“You made me breakfast,” she repeated.
I rubbed at the back of my neck.
“You stayed with me all night.”
That made her eyes soften even more.
“Yes.”
For a second neither of us said anything.
Then she walked fully into the kitchen, still wrapped in the blanket, and came over to the table like this was the most normal thing in the world.
Fang gave me a look that somehow managed to feel smug from his cushioned chair.
Traitor.
We sat down.
The breakfast was, to my complete relief, actually decent.
Aqua took one bite, blinked, then looked up at me with mild surprise.
“This is good.”
I narrowed my eyes.
“You’re not just saying that because I nearly turned into a disaster yesterday?”
Aqua smiled.
“No.”
Fang lifted his head from his cushioned chair spot.
If I were in my human form right now, I suspect I would enjoy this food as well.
I froze.
Completely.
“What?”
Aqua’s gaze flicked between us immediately.
“What did he say?”
I was still staring at Fang.
“He just said if he were in his human form right now, he’d probably enjoy the food too.”
Aqua blinked.
“His human form?”
“Yeah,” I said slowly. “That’s the part I’m stuck on too.”
Fang remained perfectly still, which somehow made it worse.
It was a straightforward statement.
I frowned.
“How is that a straightforward statement?”
Aqua looked between us, clearly trying to piece together the conversation from my side of it alone.
“Steven?”
I dragged a hand over my face.
“Okay, wait.” I looked at Fang harder. “Are you trying to tell me you have some kind of human form?”
That finally made Aqua go still too.
She looked at Fang with the same confusion I was feeling.
“His human form?” she asked.
Fang gave one slow nod, making sure Aqua saw it too.
For a second, neither of us said anything.
Then I looked at Aqua in shock.
“I think he just casually told me he has a human form.”
Now both of us were staring at him with the exact same kind of confusion.
Then I looked back at him again.
“Can a familiar really turn into a human?”
Another nod.
If I were at full strength, yes. I could take on my human form and protect you more effectively, Steven. But at half strength, that ability is unavailable to me.
I repeated it for Aqua, slower this time.
“He says if he were at full strength, he could take on his human form and protect me more effectively. But at half strength, he can’t.”
Aqua’s brows lifted higher.
“At half strength?”
“That’s apparently what he said.”
Fang stayed perfectly composed.
Under the right conditions.
I leaned back in my chair slowly.
That explained too much and not enough at the same time.
Too much about the strange feeling I’d had around some things I still hadn’t fully sorted through.
Not enough because now I had about twenty new questions and no idea which one to ask first.
Aqua looked between us, still trying to absorb it all.
“That is... not what I expected to learn over breakfast.”
“That makes two of us,” I muttered.
Fang remained perfectly composed, which somehow made the whole thing even more ridiculous.
We ate a little more after that, though I kept catching myself glancing at Fang like maybe if I looked long enough he’d suddenly explain the rest without making me drag every answer out of him one by one.
He didn’t.
Fang had excellent timing when it came to not answering things.
The quiet settled again after a while, softer this time, until the heavier part of the morning found its way back in.
I looked down at my plate.
Then, because it had already been sitting there anyway, I said, “Maybe part of it is just some old Salvatore instinct or something.”
Aqua looked up.
“What do you mean?”
I shrugged one shoulder, then immediately regretted it when the soreness in my muscles reminded me I was not built for casual gestures this morning.
“I don’t know,” I muttered. “Worths and Salvatores don’t exactly have friendly history. Maybe some part of me just didn’t like him on sight because of that.”
Aqua thought about it for a second.
Then said, very gently, “Maybe.”
I looked at her.
She tilted her head a little.
“But I did not feel anything cruel from Dylan. Not the first day I met him. Not even when he was being difficult.”
I frowned. “Difficult?”
Aqua’s mouth twitched.
“Serious, then.”
I huffed a breath.
Aqua studied me for one more second before adding, lightly enough to tease, “Unless the dislike is one-sided.”
I looked at her.
“It’s not like that.”
Her expression said she did not fully believe me.
I stared at my plate for a second.
Then told the truth anyway.
“I just...” I exhaled. “I don’t like how easy things seem to come to him.”
That was closer to it.
Not all of it.
But closer.
The way he moved.
The way he stayed calm.
The way correction seemed to come out of him like breathing.
The way he could stand there looking unbothered while I felt like every mistake I made was happening in giant letters across my forehead.
Aqua’s gaze softened immediately.
“I do not think it is as easy as it looks,” she said.
“Maybe not,” I muttered. “But he wears it like it is.”
Aqua didn’t argue that.
Instead she asked, “Do you think that is what bothered you most?”
I looked at her.
Still too awake.
Too observant.
Too unfairly good at asking things that went past the easy answer.
“Part of it,” I admitted.
Aqua nodded once, like that made sense to her.
It probably did.
That was the annoying thing about her. She kept making my uglier feelings sound survivable if I just said them honestly enough.
---
After breakfast, the heaviness in my body hadn’t gone away, but it had shifted.
Less sharp.
Less tangled.
Still there.
Just no longer clawing at me from every direction at once.
Aqua helped me clean up, though she kept giving me these tiny checking glances like she expected me to suddenly sway sideways and collapse into the dish rack.
I noticed.
Didn’t call her on it.
She had earned the right.
By the time the kitchen was clean again, the house had fully settled into morning. Sunlight warmed the floor near the back doors. Somewhere outside, a breeze moved softly through the trees behind the house.
Aqua looked at me for a second longer than usual.
“You still look tense.”
I gave her a dry look.
“That may be because I am tense.”
Aqua smiled just a little.
“Yes. I noticed.”
She hesitated, then said, “Maybe a bath would help.”
That caught me off guard.
“A bath?”
Aqua nodded.
“Warm water helps after strain.” She glanced down at my arms and shoulders. “And you look like you hurt everywhere.”
I almost said I was fine out of reflex.
Then I remembered yesterday.
The field.
Her sleeping in a chair beside my bed while I pretended everything was manageable.
So instead I said, “Yeah. I kinda do.”
Aqua’s smile softened.
“Then come on.”
---
The master bathroom was one of those parts of the house I still hadn’t gotten used to.
The tub alone looked too nice for me to trust it fully.
Big enough for both of us without feeling cramped. Deep porcelain. Brushed silver fixtures. The kind of thing that screamed Fredrick has too much money and very specific standards.
Aqua was already kneeling beside the tub, turning the knobs and testing the water with her fingers like this was serious work.
I leaned against the counter and watched her.
“You know,” I said, “most people don’t look that focused while preparing a bath.”
Aqua glanced back at me.
“It matters.”
“I can see that.”
She smiled a little and reached for one of the bottles set near the edge.
“What is this?”
I looked at it.
“Bubble bath.”
Aqua turned it in her hands.
“Bubble bath,” she repeated.
“Yeah.”
She opened it, sniffed it, then looked at me again.
“And that means?”
I stepped over and took it from her gently.
“It means...” I poured some under the running water. “This.”
A second later, the surface of the tub started gathering foam.
Aqua’s eyes widened.
The smile that spread across her face hit me right in the chest.
“Seafoam,” she said softly.
I laughed.
“Pretty much.”
She crouched a little lower and trailed her fingers through the bubbles with pure fascination, like she still had that part of her that found tiny human-world things magical if they were strange enough.
“It is soft.”
“Usually a good sign.”
Aqua looked up at me with that warm, bright little expression that always made me feel steadier than I deserved.
“I like it.”
That made me smile.
“Good.”
Once the water was high enough, I stepped in first.
The heat settled into my sore muscles so fast I almost groaned.
Every part of me that had been tight since yesterday seemed to realize, all at once, that it had permission to let go.
I leaned my head back against the edge of the tub and closed my eyes for a second.
“Okay,” I admitted. “This was a good idea.”
Aqua smiled from where she still stood beside the tub, watching the bubbles drift lazily across the surface.
I opened one eye and looked up at her.
“You know,” I said, “I think you’d enjoy this more than me.”
Aqua blinked.
“Me?”
“Yeah.” I shifted a little in the water and smiled. “You wanna join me?”
That made her go still for a second.
Not upset.
Just surprised.
Even after everything between us, there was something different about this.
Quieter.
Closer somehow.
Maybe because it wasn’t heat or urgency or us getting swept into the moment.
It was slower than that.
More vulnerable.
Aqua’s gaze dropped to the bath, then back to me.
“Join you,” she repeated softly.
“There’s room,” I said. Then, because the bubbles were still piled around me in ridiculous clouds, I added, “Honestly, I think you’re the one these were made for.”
That got a tiny laugh out of her.
Then, still looking a little shy in that way that somehow made her even prettier, she nodded.
“Okay.”
She stepped in carefully, letting out a tiny breath at the warmth before settling in. At first she sat across from me, her fingers trailing through the foam again with quiet fascination.
Then I held out a hand.
“C’mere.”
Her expression softened instantly.
Aqua moved closer without hesitation this time, warm water shifting around both of us as she settled between my legs and leaned back against my chest like it was the most natural thing in the world.
I wrapped my arms around her without even thinking about it.
The water shifted softly around us. The pipes hummed now and then. Aqua’s breathing stayed warm and steady against me.
That was the moment the room finally went quiet inside me.
Not actually quiet.
But the noise in my own head—the guilt, the replaying, the sick twist every time I thought about Dylan getting hit—it eased enough for me to breathe around it.
Aqua rested one hand over my forearm where it crossed her waist.
“You still feel tense,” she murmured.
“That obvious?”
“Yes.”
I huffed a laugh against her hair.
“Great.”
Aqua tilted her head just enough to look up at me.
“I did not say it was a bad thing.”
I smiled faintly.
“That makes one of us.”
She turned a little more in my arms after that and picked up the cloth from the side of the tub.
“Turn around.”
I looked at her.
“What?”
“You are tense all through your shoulders,” she said. “Turn around.”
There was no point arguing.
I shifted carefully, and a second later I felt her start gently washing the back of my shoulders and neck.
The touch made something in me go still.
Not because it was dramatic.
Because it wasn’t.
It was just Aqua.
Warm water.
Soft hands.
No judgment.
No pressure.
No need to be anything except tired.
I let out a long breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
Aqua’s voice came quiet behind me.
“You do not always have to hold yourself together so tightly with me.”
That landed harder than it should have.
I swallowed once.
“I know.”
“Do you?”
I looked down at the water.
“...Not always.”
Aqua was quiet for a second.
Then she said, “That is all right too.”
I turned a little then, enough to look at her properly.
The room was full of soft steam now, the light diffused enough to make everything feel gentler around the edges. Aqua’s hair was pinned back loosely, though a few damp strands had escaped already. Her face looked softer like this, but no less steady.
I reached for the cloth.
“My turn.”
Aqua handed it over without protest and shifted so I could wash her back too.
Her skin was warm under my hands. Her shoulders smaller than mine, but somehow they always looked stronger than people expected.
I smiled faintly.
“What?” she asked.
I realized I had been smiling at nothing visible.
“Nothing.”
Aqua leaned back a little against me, and I kept my hands gentle at her shoulders.
Then, after a pause, I said, “Actually... not nothing.”
She turned her head slightly to listen.
“You’re ridiculous,” I said.
Aqua blinked.
“That is not a very romantic thing to say.”
I laughed quietly.
“No, I mean—” I shook my head once. “I almost destroyed a training field yesterday, and somehow you’re still here helping me take a bubble bath.”
That made her smile.
“I did not say I am not a little ridiculous.”
I laughed again, softer this time.
Then the laughter faded and something heavier took its place.
My hand stayed at her shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” I said quietly.
Aqua turned more fully toward me.
“For what part?”
The honesty of that question made me huff a breath.
“Fair.”
Aqua waited.
I looked down at the water.
“For scaring you,” I said. “For losing control. For making you watch that.” My jaw tightened. “For making you take care of me after.”
Aqua’s expression softened, but she didn’t rush to smooth it all away.
“You did scare me,” she said gently.
I nodded once.
“I know.”
“But I would still choose to stay with you.”
That made me look at her immediately.
She held my gaze.
“I do not like what happened,” she said. “And I do not want it to happen again. But you are still you, Steven.”
My throat tightened.
“What if I’m not?”
Aqua went very still at that.
Not frightened.
Thoughtful.
And for one second, I had the strange feeling that she was hearing more in the question than I had meant to say out loud.
Then she leaned in just enough that her forehead almost touched mine.
“Then we figure it out,” she said. “Together.”
There it was again.
That awful, beautiful way she had of making something impossible sound survivable.
I closed my eyes for one second and let my forehead rest against hers.
Aqua stayed there with me.
The water shifted softly around us.
For a little while, neither of us said anything.
Then she kissed me.
Slow.
Warm.
Nothing desperate in it.
Just Aqua reminding me she was here.
I kissed her back and let myself stay there longer than I meant to, one hand lifting to cup the side of her face while everything inside me that had been wound too tight since yesterday finally loosened a little.
When we pulled apart, I let out a breath against her lips.
“For the record,” I said quietly, “this is helping more than I thought it would.”
Aqua’s smile came back, soft and beautiful and just a little smug.
“I know.”
That made me laugh under my breath.
Somehow, she always did.
We stayed in the bath a little longer after that, not talking much.
Just close.
At one point Aqua settled against my chest, and I wrapped my arms around her, which somehow had become more natural after something as simple as a bubble bath. The bubbles had started to thin by then, turning to lazy foam around the edges of the water.
Her head rested under my chin.
Mine rested lightly against her hair.
And for the first time since the fight, I felt something close to peace.
Not because the problem was gone.
Because for one hour, at least, it wasn’t the only thing in the room.
---
Later, once we were dry and changed and the day had softened into afternoon, the house seemed to settle with us.
Not fully quiet.
Just gentler.
The kind of hush that comes after something difficult has already happened and there is nothing left to do for a little while except breathe through what remains.
My body still ached.
That hadn’t changed.
Neither had the guilt.
Or the memory of Dylan getting hit.
Or the sick feeling that came with knowing anger alone still didn’t feel like a big enough explanation for what had happened inside me.
Nothing had disappeared.
But for the first time since the field, I could think without feeling like every thought was trying to burn through me on the way out.
That was something.
Aqua stayed close through the rest of the day without making a performance out of it.
Sometimes we talked.
Sometimes we didn’t.
At one point she sat near the window with one of her books while I lay back against the headboard pretending I wasn’t half-watching her every few minutes just to reassure myself she was still there. Later she brushed out her hair on the edge of the bed while the afternoon light turned softer around the room, and I found myself standing by the window with nothing in my hands and too much in my head.
The quiet had changed again by then.
Lighter now.
But not empty.
The field still waited somewhere beyond the trees.
So did Dylan.
Recovering.
Thinking.
Maybe replaying everything I’d done.
Maybe deciding whether I was worth the trouble.
I didn’t know.
But standing there with the last of the daylight on the window glass, I knew one thing clearly enough that I couldn’t keep stepping around it anymore.
I turned toward Aqua.
“I need to talk to Dylan.”
She stopped what she was doing and looked up at me.
I kept going before I could second-guess it.
“I need to apologize.” My jaw tightened. “Not because Fredrick wants me to. Not because it fixes everything. Just because...” I exhaled. “I did that. And if I pretend I didn’t, then I’m worse than I already feel.”
Aqua watched me quietly for a second.
Then she set down what was in her hands.
“I think that is the right thing to do.”
I gave a dry laugh.
“Love how often you say reasonable things I don’t want to hear.”
Aqua smiled a little.
“I know.”
I shook my head once and looked back out the window.
I couldn’t hide from what happened in that field.
Not from Aqua.
Not from Fang.
Not from Dylan.
And definitely not from myself.
Soon, I was going to have to face it.
And this time, I’d have to do it awake.