Episode16:Departure

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Oomi

 

“What did you see—?”

As I asked that, something hit me.

The ship was moving.

So quietly—so unbelievably quietly—that I hadn’t noticed until now.There was no going back.

“I saw a dead woman.”

“The one with the boy?”

Aochi-san asked, his expression serious.

“No, she was alone. …Wait, there’s one with a kid, too? You guys saw dead people as well?”

“Aochi-san didn’t see anything, but I did. Clearly, I mean… well, vaguely. If you ask me to describe them, I’d only be able to say it was a woman and a child…”

His face read, Well, which is it? But I ignored that and kept talking.

“It’s not my first time seeing the dead. I’ve seen them at work, many times. I just didn’t want people to think I was a weirdo, so I kept it to myself. But Aochi-san figured it out.”

Aochi-san gave a sheepish sigh.

“You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to, you know.”

“When… do they usually show up?”

Oze-san seemed to have decided I was some kind of ghost expert.

“Well… I think it’s when there’s resentment.”

The answer wasn’t surprising, but both of them looked visibly shaken.

In the world I sense from the dead, anger feels like the sun—resentment like a shadow.

Anger is a threat that rushes toward you. Resentment, though—it drags you down. Every time I feel one of them nearby, it’s like I’m in a plunging elevator, that sickening drop in your gut. It spreads through my whole body. I don’t know where I’m falling to, but I feel like I’m inches away from being swallowed by a shifting, unstable darkness. I’ve gotten too close to that edge before.

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The one who pulled me back to reality in those moments—was Aochi-san.

He’s so full of life that in his light, the shadowy dead can’t appear. When I was with him, I didn’t see them. I felt safe.

“So? What kind of ghost did you see? Did she say anything? A reason for the grudge or something?”

Aochi-san pressed him, and Oze-san replied with a wry smile.

“Don’t make it sound so easy. It was my first time, okay? I was too scared to even make a sound.”

I couldn’t help but think how easy life must be for someone like him.

Unlike ambitious Aochi-san, Oze-san was completely laid-back. I once overheard someone say to him, “I wish I could live like you.” He didn’t react much, just let it slide, but I remember his profile looking oddly sad and distant.

“What’s up? You’re zoning out. Tired from getting up early?”

Aochi-san’s voice snapped me back. I remembered why we’d come to the cafeteria in the first place.

“Let’s talk over breakfast. The bread was over there, right? Let’s go check.”

This was one time I couldn’t offer to get it for them. I didn’t know their preferences.Though I figured there probably weren’t that many options... but I was wrong. There were plenty.

“Whoa—there’s actually a lot to choose from.”

My favorite—salted bread—was there, so I snatched one up before either of the others could. Each bread was neatly wrapped in its own plastic bag.

Aochi-san, completely stone-faced, grabbed three plain butter rolls. Uh-oh. Maybe he’d wanted the salted bread too.

“Are you sure you don’t want the salted one?”

“I’ve always liked these,” he replied.

He gave me a look like Why would you even ask that?Whew—guess I was overthinking it.Then, right next to me, Oze-san picked up a sweet red bean and butter sandwich. That’s basically dessert! Way fancier than my modest salted bread.

“What’re you staring at me for?”

“I just didn’t take you for someone with a sweet tooth.”

I covered with a safe, neutral comment.

“I could live on sweets alone.”

He said it in a tone that made it impossible to tell if he was joking or serious.Skinny guy, but apparently runs on sugar.

Next to the bread shelf, there was a small transparent fridge filled with drink cartons—lots of choices there, too.

This time, I wanted to be a proper junior and get their drinks for them, so I asked, “What would you like?”They both spoke at the same time: “Milk” and “Coffee milk.”That confused me for a moment, but I grabbed those and a vegetable juice and headed toward a table by the window. The wood was smooth and shiny, beautifully reflecting Aochi-san and Oze-san’s faces.

I handed out the drinks and sat on a matching polished wooden chair.

"Not this one."

Oze-san swapped the milk in front of him for Aochi-san’s coffee milk.

“Sorry…”

Was that really my fault? I mean, who pairs red bean paste with coffee milk anyway?

“Oomi, have you always been able to see the dead?”

Oze-san asked calmly as he opened his bread bag.The morning light bathed the empty cafeteria. Just the three of us here—no need to whisper.

“I wouldn’t say always. There was… a moment where it started, I think.”

Their faces lit up with curiosity.

“You want to know, don’t you…?”

Even though I didn’t need to ask.Sure enough, both of them nodded with eager smiles.