/ [ FALLEN SHADOW ] / Chapter 45 : The Battle of DeathRise

Chapter 45 : The Battle of DeathRise

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Frank

Swords struck shields—clack... clack... clack—a metallic rhythm, like the heartbeat of one body shared by a thousand men. It was not a sound of joy. It was not a sound of fury. It was the sound men make when they have been standing still too long and need to remember that they are still alive.

The rats fled between the feet. They scurried up dead trunks, vanished into burrows, poured out of hollows in the wood. Some of the soldiers watched them go. Some did not. Some had learned, in the weeks of waiting, that if you watched the rats long enough, you began to see things in the way they moved. You began to think they knew something you did not. You began to think they were leaving.

No one paid them any mind.

Every eye was fixed forward.

The air was cold and wet and still. The trees around them were dead—had been dead for years—and their branches did not move, because there was no wind. There was never any wind here. Only the smell of damp earth and rotting wood and the faint, sour smell of thirty thousand men who had not washed in days.

At the front, Meriel on his horse. His body was straight, his shoulders squared, his eyes fixed on the horizon line where the trees thinned. He had not spoken in some time. He had not needed to. The three knights waited behind him, their hands loose on their reins, their faces calm. They had done this before. They knew the waiting was worse than the fighting. They knew the waiting was the part that broke men.

Frank, on his horse, breathing heavily.

Frank's hands were sweating inside his gloves. He could feel it—the dampness, the way the leather stuck to his skin. He wanted to wipe them. He did not. He knew that if he moved his hands, someone would see. Someone always saw.

No one spoke. Only the swords on shields—clack... clack... clack—and the low snort of a horse here, a stamp of hooves there. A man somewhere in the ranks coughed, and the cough was loud in the silence, and then it was gone.

Meriel on his horse. He looked at Frank. A silent look. He said nothing. He barely moved his head. Only his eyes met Frank's and held them for a moment. Then he nodded—a small motion, barely visible beneath the shadow of his helm.

Frank knew his part.

He urged his horse forward. His legs felt heavy. His legs felt like they belonged to someone else. He rode before the army—right... left... right... left. The horse stepped carefully, hooves sinking into the wet earth and lifting again, and each time a hoof lifted, it made a sound like a kiss.

Frank drew his sword with his right hand—the motion quick, sharp, the steel catching the pale light. The pale light was all there was. There was no sun here. There had not been a sun here for a long time.

Then he looked at the army.

On his face a smile appeared—wide, bright, fake.

"We march together!" he shouted. His voice rose above the heads of the soldiers and echoed between the dead trees. "Let the land of darkness feel our heavy steps! Let the walls of Thornholl shudder at our coming! Let us be the dawn they have long awaited. To war! To war we march!"

The army answered. One voice.

"To war! To war!"

Feet struck the ground. Clack... clack... clack. The rats panicked—scattering between the boots, running in every direction, most of them crushed. No one looked. No one felt the small bodies under their feet. The army was ablaze. Faces shone. Eyes were wide. Men who had been silent for hours were now shouting, and men who had been trembling were now smiling, and men who had been praying were now laughing.

This was the moment they had been waiting for. This was the moment they had been promised. The moment when fear became something else—something warm, something loud, something that felt almost like joy.

Frank rode back to Meriel's side. His horse breathed hard, and Frank was still smiling, yet A genuine smile .

Meriel looked at him. In his eyes there was something—not warmth, but acknowledgment. "You have a voice, boy. I admit that."

Then he dug both heels into his horse's flank. The horse surged. The battalions began to move—battalion after battalion, each commander leading his own men. Meriel and Frank led the first. They came out of the forest slowly, the trees falling away behind them, the open ground widening ahead.

And as they rode in silence, Meriel looked at Frank. "Are you afraid, boy?"

Frank answered without turning, his eyes on the road: "No."

Meriel said, his hand tightening on the reins: "It does not matter if you are. What matters is that your voice does not sound it. Down there — we do not need your courage. Or your valor. We need your voice, A voice without fear."

He paused a moment. Swallowed.

"But I — a man who carries thousands — I am the one who shouldn't be afraid. A king must not be. Whatever he faces."

Frank rode beside him in silence. He said nothing. Only nodded once.

They came out of the forest slowly. Meriel looked far off—to the hill. His eyes narrowed. Then he said to Frank: "Do you see that man on his horse up on the hill? That's the one who gave the signal. Which means William has successfully entered Thornholl, and from there the signal has been passed from man to man until it reached us. That was the plan—so we would not be taken by surprise. War is nothing but a set of plans. So that there is no plan. Do you understand, boy?"

Frank said, wiping his brow with his hand: "Yes, Your Grace. But should we not hurry a little?"

Meriel said, pressing his heels to the horse: " Right. Let's speed things up a little. They will follow after."

Meriel's army climbed the hill. The men sang—old songs, war songs, braves songs.

[Steel met steel, and none would bow in shame,They marched through blood and fire, calling out their name. The brave stood fast while kingdoms burned in flame, And those who fled would carry only shame.]

Some laughed. Loud laughter, open, as if victory were already assured. It was the laughter of men who had been promised something. It was the laughter of men who believed the promise.

The rats were no longer seen here. Only dry grass, stones, and a sky that never brightened. The ground underfoot was hard—harder than the mud below—and the boots of thirty thousand men struck it in a rhythm that was almost beautiful. Almost.

And there, atop the hill, stood the man from whose direction the sun had seemed to rise.

On his horse. Still. Watching the army come.

He wore black from head to foot. His horse was black. His cloak moved slightly, though there was no wind—or perhaps there was wind up here, on the crest, where the trees did not block it. No one could tell.

He did not move. He did not raise a hand. He simply sat, and watched, and the watching itself was a kind of pressure—a weight that pressed down on the men as they climbed.

And as the army drew nearer—step... step... step—he smiled. A cold smile. A smile that did not reach his eyes.

Then he vanished.

When Meriel looked up, he caught it. A glint. The sun-bearer. Gone.

Meriel halted. His horse stopped. Confusion crossed his face—his brow furrowed, his eyes moving right and left, searching. The hill was empty. The crest was empty. There was nothing there but grass and stone and the darkness beyond.

Then he halted the entire army. He raised his hand—palm open—and the host stopped. The singing stopped. The laughter stopped. The rhythm stopped.

Silence fell.

One of the commanders came up from the rear. His horse was breathing hard. He drew level with Meriel and stopped. "What is it, Your Grace? Why have we stopped?"

Meriel his eyes still on the hilltop: "Where did the man on the hill go? He was just here, now he's gone.."

The commander said, his shoulders lifting slightly: "Perhaps he rode ahead to scout the road. His task is not yet finished, Your Grace."

Meriel said, his voice quieter than it should have been: "You think so?"

The commander said: "I don't really know, but it's not a big deal."

Meriel said, his hand returning to the reins: "Then we finish the climb. Back to your battalion."

The army resumed its advance over the hill. Boots on stone. Breath. Shields glinting.

But something had changed. The singing was quieter now. The laughter was gone. Men who had been shouting a moment before were now looking at the crest—at the empty crest, at the place where a man had been standing and was standing no longer—and they were thinking thoughts they did not say aloud.

Frank felt it too. He could not name it. He only knew that the warmth he had felt in his chest was cooling, and that the smile on his face had become something he had to hold, like a heavy thing.

The man at the hill

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On the opposite side, behind the hill, The man who passed the signal galloped hard. His horse heaved, sweat flying from its neck. The rider chanted in a hoarse voice: "Hyah! Hyah! Faster, boy! Faster!"

He headed for one of the dense forests beside the Villages of Thornholl. He wore black from head to foot—as though he knew no other color.

When he entered the forest, the air was strange. Silent. More than usual. The trees were thick—trunks black, branches tangled, leaves few. Light did not enter. The ground was soft with fallen leaves, and the leaves made no sound under the horse's hooves, which was wrong—leaves always made sound—and the rider noticed, and the noticing made his skin prickle.

Then a voice came out of the dark.

The rider stopped. His horse lifted its head, ears pricked. The rider said, panting: "My king, They are coming. They are close."

The man before him sat a black horse. His armor was blacker than the night itself. He advanced a little. The horse took two steps—the sound of hooves on fallen leaves was a whisper.

"Well done." The voice was calm. "How many?"

The rider said, wiping sweat from his face with his hand: "my king. We outnumber them by more than half."

The rider asked, his back bending a little in the saddle: "What now, my king? Do we wait for them?"

Robert said, his eyes fixed on the rider: "They are marching toward their deaths. Death does not wait."

He paused.

"Stay here, I'll come with the army."

Frank

On the Izzadar side, the army was nearly at the crest. And the closer it came, the more breaths were held. As though they were climbing a summit impossible to reach. Men who had marched for days, who had crossed rivers and mud and stone, who had eaten cold food and slept on wet ground, were now finding that the last hundred steps were the hardest. The last hundred steps were always the hardest.

Frank guided his horse. Beside him, Meriel. Frank looked at the army behind him—at the swords, the shields, the faces of the fighters. Some of the faces were young. Some of the faces were old. Some of the faces were the faces of men who had been farmers, and some had been killers, and none of them looked the way Frank had imagined they would look.

This was Frank's first battle.

He had imagined it differently. He had imagined it as a thing that happened to other men—men in songs, men in stories, men whose names were carved into stone. He had imagined himself riding at the front, his sword raised, his voice carrying, and the enemy breaking before him like water before a ship.

He had not imagined the waiting. He had not imagined the smell. He had not imagined the way his hands would not stop sweating, or the way his stomach would turn at nothing, or the way he would keep looking at the men around him and wondering which of them would be dead by evening.

The boy who wanted to prove himself. The boy who wanted to finish his father's road.

Frank looked at the army. Fear left him. Vanished.

Something else took its place—faith. Faith that this was his moment. That he had been born for this moment. That the road his father had walked had been leading, all along, to this crest, to this hill, to this sky.

Frank smiled. A small smile. Then he turned his eyes back to the crest.

Meriel beside him. Doubt still gnawed at him about the man atop the hill. He rode as he tried to see what lay beyond the shadow. Would the sun finally rise over the lands of Thornholl? Or was the only thing that rose here death?

He did not know. He had spent his whole life knowing. He had spent his whole life planning, and calculating, and moving pieces on boards that other men could not see. And now, on this hill, in this darkness, he did not know.

The army pressed on. The fervor still in their chests. The songs still on their lips.

Meriel was the first to step onto the crest. Then Frank. Then the army.

And they saw.

The forest before them loomed larger and larger. Black trees. Tall trunks. Darkness without end. It was not a forest. It was a wall. It was a mouth. It was the kind of place that had been waiting for them, patiently, for a long time.

Meriel stopped. Frank stopped. Their faces froze.

And as the steps halted, silence fell. Cold fell. Doubt and fear fell.

Behind them, the army stopped too—rank after rank, the word passing back, the singing dying in the throats of men who had been singing a moment before. Thirty thousand men stood on the crest of a hill and looked at the forest below, and not one of them spoke.

Frank said in a low voice, his eyes widening: "It is a trap."

Meriel said, his hand gripping the reins until the knuckles went white: "We were fools to think the darkness would be on our side."

Frank looked at him. "What do we do, now? Do we fight here?"

Meriel said, his voice steady—the steadiness of a man who knows he has no choice: "There is no other choice."

Meriel stopped. He looked down the hill.

Rober/t

There, far off, between the trees—something began to move.

They were soldiers. Pouring out of the forest. From everywhere. From between the trunks. From behind the rocks. From the dark.

They did not shout. They did not beat drums. They did not sing. They simply came, in silence, in ranks, and the silence was worse than any shout. A man can answer a shout. A man cannot answer silence.

So many soldiers that the forest itself seemed to be moving.

Robert led them—atop his black horse. Black armor. A face that could not be read. Behind him walked thousands of Thornholl's soldiers. Ranks... ranks... ranks without end. Their shields caught the pale light and threw it back, and for a moment the hillside glittered, as if it were covered in ice.

Robert advanced. Dozens of steps. The horse walked slowly—step... step... step. Then he stopped at the bottom. He moved no further.

He raised his head. He looked directly into Meriel's eyes.

He said nothing. He did not need to.

On the flank, ten men surrounded a small man.

Ben. He bore a shield the size of himself—it covered him from shoulder to knee. A dagger at his hip. His eyes moved fast—right, left, up, down. He was not a fighter. He had never claimed to be. But he had spent his life watching fighters, and he had learned that watching was a kind of fighting, if you did it well enough.

Ben looked at one of the knights guarding him. "What is it?"

The knight said, his hand on his sword hilt: "War. The war has begun."

Ben was afraid. His voice dropped. "Do you see king Meriel do you see his army?"

The knight said, his eyes on the hill: "I'm not here to tell you what you can't see."

Ben said, his hands pushing at the air: "Move back a little then. Let me look."

The knights stepped back. Step... step. Ben stood there. Watching. Up. The hill.

Robert beside him. He said, his voice calm: "Look well and remember every one of them,The dead are worthy of remembrance."

Ben said, his eyes on the army above: "I reconsidered, I don't think ten men are enough, Can you provide me more of your men? I will make certain to write your deeds."

Robert smiled. "Do not die, I don't think anyone will write about your death."

Ben stopped. Looked at him. "What is that supposed to mean?"

And as they spoke, one of the men advanced. He wore a green cloak—long, to his feet. He carried a wine bottle in his hand. He stopped beside the king. Drank. A long pull. Then he held the bottle out to Robert.

"thirsty?"

Robert said, his eyes on the man: "Who are you? And where is your armor?"

The man looked down—at his chest, at his clothes. " Armor? Oh..fuck. I forgot about that."

Then he raised his head, But it's still difficult to see it. " Yet I have not forgotten the promise I gave you old king."

Robert said, his voice sharper: "Who are you?"

He removed the cloak. Threw it on the mud. The green cloth fell—crumpled on the ground.

"When does the war begin?"

Robert smiled. "It is you. But why are you here? I thought you were overthrown. You are no longer king. So why?"

Sam said, his shoulders lifting: "Old man, I thought you had regained your sight. I am always a king. Born a king. And I will die a king."

He paused.

"If I go back now and order my men to return—do you think they would hesitate? I don't think so. That is what a king means."

Robert said, his head tilting a little: "I see, but you must stand where your men stand in the rear."

Sam said, his hand striking his chest: "I don't hide."

Robert said, after a moment of silence: "You kept your promise, boy. If you live somehow you survived, I promise you will regain your throne."

Sam is dripping wine from the bottle. "I will."

Behind him, Ben—standing strangely, too close.

Sam looked at him. His eyes narrowed. "Why are you standing behind me like this, Imp?" Sam looked at Robert and said sarcastically, "Is this one of your brave warriors? Are you a warrior, short man?"

Ben said, his hands rising slightly: "Do I look like one? No. I am a curious man. That is all. And you have stirred my curiosity, young king."

Sam said, his brow lifting: "You know me? Whatever."

Ben said, a small smile appearing on his face: "In battle, you may find me behind you. Act as though I am not here. As though I am only a shadow at your back."

Sam said, his voice low but sharp: "When will the battle begin?"

Ben said, smiling: "Yes, when?."

Frank

At the top of the hill. Frank was frozen in place. His body stiff. His eyes fixed. He did not move.

The forest below was full of men. The forest below was full of shields and spears and helmets and the pale, cold light of the eyes of the gods reflecting off metal. The forest below was full of death, and it was coming, and it was coming slowly, and the slowness was the worst part.

Then Meriel looked at him. Silent, heavy looks. Eyes that said what words could not.

Frank froze where he stood. His throat dried. His hand trembled on the reins.

Meriel said, his voice quiet but carrying the weight of a mountain: "The war has begun, boy. Go on. Do your thing."

Frank was tense. His voice came out broken: "Alright."

Then he walked through the ranks of the army. Again and again. In silence. Passing faces—young faces, old faces, frightened faces, faces hungry for glory. Some of the men reached out and touched his horse as he passed. Some of them said his name. Some of them said nothing at all.

For a moment he chose his words.

Before he spoke aloud.

"From where you are standing, surely most of you cannot see what lies ahead of us. Who stands behind this hill? How many are there? What do they look like? But I see. I see them, I see their faces. I will tell you."

He stopped. Took a breath. The breath was not steady, but no one noticed, because everyone was breathing hard.

"Do you know what is here behind this hill? Dead men. Men sentenced to death. Not by God. By us."

The army was silent. All eyes on him.

"Do you know what I see? I see men who have forgotten how to stand tall. Men who tremble at the sound of your footsteps, for they know what walks among them. They know this moment will be carved into the bones of history. And when the ink runs dry, when the dust settles, and when the world asks what price was paid for this day... it will be written in blood. Their blood."

He raised his sword.

"So, men of courage, draw your swords! And let us write some history! Let us make our king proud! Our kingdom proud! Our fathers and mothers—"

And before Frank could speak the next word, the thing that came out of his mouth this time was the head of a sharp arrow, wet with blood.

Their blood.

The arrow pierced his neck and came out through his mouth. Frank died at once. His eyes closed. His body stayed upright on the horse. For a moment. Then it fell. Before the soldiers who had felt a little of the fervor.

There was no sound. That was the thing. There was no sound at all. Thirty thousand men watched a boy fall from a horse, and not one of them made a sound, because there was no sound that fit. Not a scream. Not a curse. Not a prayer. Nothing.

Meriel was staring at the body. Shocked. Like his men.

He had seen men die. He had seen thousands of men die. He had ordered men to die. But he had not seen this—a boy, a boy he had chosen, a boy he had told to speak, a boy whose voice he had needed—fall from a horse with an arrow through his mouth before he had finished his sentence.

Below, before the ranks, one man was on one knee. He was the one who had loosed the arrow. The bow was still in his hand. The string was still trembling.

And as he walked back—in silence, as though he had done nothing—he did not look at anyone. He did not look at the body. He did not look at the army on the hill. He looked straight ahead, at nothing, the way a man looks when he has done a thing he will not think about until much later.

Sam was clapping. He smiled. "Thornholl's men are truly skilled."

Robert looked at the one who had loosed the arrow. Then he said: "You saved us. My ears were about to burst."

And as he spoke, one of them from Robert's retinue broke into a run—without warning. He carried his sword. Alone.

It was Sam.

Robert said, his brow lifting: "What is he doing? Is he mad?"

Then he looked at the soldiers. "Go! Behind him!"

And Ben was startled too. But he followed Sam—as a prime source for his stories. He ran behind him. Beside the ten knights.

And on the opposite side, Meriel's army was also surging.

The fervor that Frank had built—that Frank had died building—was still there. It had nowhere else to go. It had become grief, and grief in an army becomes fury, and fury in an army becomes motion. They ran down the hill. They ran at the forest. They ran at the silence. They ran because stopping meant standing still with a dead boy on the ground behind them, and no man wanted to stand still with that.

The battle of the Deathrise had begun.

And in the first moments, before the lines met, the rats came out of the forest.

Not a few. Not a scattering. Thousands. They poured from the dead trees, from the hollow trunks, from the burrows and the roots, and they ran between the legs of the soldiers of Thornholl, and they ran between the legs of the soldiers of Izzadar, and they did not care which side anyone was on, because rats do not care, because rats had been here before either army, and would be here after both were gone.

Some of the soldiers saw them. Some of them thought, the rats are leaving. Some of them thought, the rats are leaving the forest. Some of them thought, why are the rats leaving the forest.

And then the lines met, and there was no more time for thinking.